Olive oyL

Life is uncertain, Death is written

2009-01-11T18:46:00.000-08:00

hmmmm wt cn i sae bout the title tat i post.....i guez its the fact that everyone knws but pretends nt to even think bout it....rite rite??

my 23 years of living really taught me alot especially about frens,e way of life,wts written by HIM.....

semue bende yg terjadi tu mesti bersebab n kiter ni sebagai hambanye,mesti lar pndai menilai dan membuat keputusan yg bijak dlm memilih....contohnyer kawan...hmmm....da mcm debate la plakk....kawan ni mmg senang nk carikk....tapi sahabat tuuu masyallah...susah tul nk carikkk....mase senang smuenyer akan berkepit dgn kiter...kalau kiter susah,keluarga jugak yg jadik option terakhir.....hw cruel kann....tapi frm dere la kiter blajar berfikir lebih mendalamn eventually mkes us to become a better person....kalau tak difikir dgn care betul,maka rugi laaa.....kerana hidayah tu hanya dtg skali and if we didnt get to notice it,jgn harap la DIA nak kasi lagii....

haizz...tibe2 lak kan berceramah pat sini...saje jer nk bertukar pendapat....hehehehe....bukan de org yg bace pun blog yg tak sbrape nih....hee :)

jadi renung2 kan la pe yg kiter da buat di dunia ni....tul ke tak bende2 yg kiter uat ni? kalau rasenyer tak betul ,cepat2 la mintak petunjuk dariNya...manusia...tak luput dari kesilapan....jadi sentiasa la beringat ingat pada NYA...........

bak kate bang bil, AH LU PIKIR LA SENDIRI YE.......wassalammmmmm....

outcast...

2008-11-24T21:29:00.000-08:00

hmm...i duno y im feelin tiz way...smetimes we do feel lik tiz whn u r not close to a certain grp of people huh...nt tat u nvr tried but jz cnt help it but to feel tiz way...den it all cmes to the sayin 'one for all and all for one' ?? hakkk tuikkkk ahh!!

i so dun believe in tat sayin at all...nt at all...:( jz mkes me wonder am i really important to em or jz simply a CALAFARE to add on to the group....im sure they wun go arnd reading my blog so y do i care...i had enuf of tiz shit in my ITE days n i really thought it will change whn i step forward into another environment,another skul...but the fact is, i stil face tiz f*****g prob...bias bias bias....y shld the head sabotage the one under him where he can approach nicely after the whole thingy??!! i jz dun understnd....i thought the head was suppose to be dere to give moral support n giv constructive feedbacks to his students under him but i guez i was totally wrong! maybe it was our mistake oso as to why we nvr approach him first before the presentation n let him giv his CONSTRUCTIVE feedback first before us,presenting it...n all cmees back to me..lik wth laa...mkes me look as if i really mke a big mistake n make the whole thing look worst...

its been really hard on me nwadayz...wit everythin tat's gng on...one gone,another comes...whn is it gona end?? i duno if i can stil get hold of everythin or shld i jz let it go as it is....?? NOBODY knws wt im gng through in my life rite nw and wit me acting lik usual, nobody wld have believe wt i went through.......

whoever cmes by n read tiz post if ever u feel hurt or wt, den i guez u shld strt tinkin whether wtever u do, be it nw or the past, is it the right thing to do n does it hurt the other party and hve u ever think bout the other party's feeling?? i wun wana sae anitin...u decide for urself..........

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

im backkk....

2008-10-23T19:08:00.000-07:00

hmmm...wahh...its been a month i guez since my last post of promoting my choc marble cake....heheheh....

kinda bz nwadayz wit skul n stuffz....haizz....duno whn wil it end....sick n tired of it oredi...nt skul i mean....besides whether i update my blog or nt,there wun be anyone who wana drop by to read my boring blog except for some kind heart souls out dere....

so skul is getting tough each week..gotta rush our work before the deadlines and wit our super irritating supervisor...hahaha!!

had my polite games but felt guilty cz i tink i didnt perform tat well plus i didnt even went traing once...not tat i dun wan but jz cnt mke it...n nw my ankle is stil weak due to the last game agaisnt nyp...haizzz...hope it'l get better soon though....:(

at tiz point of time i really mis my grandparents and hoepfully i can mit em soon...its been buggin me for the past few days....really cnt wait to graduate and accompany dem dere.....hmmmmm........

guez tts it for nw...nothin much to tell nwae......

Hari Raya Order :)

2008-09-16T06:20:00.000-07:00

For now i won't be updating my blog...just wana let u guyz knw tat i'll be taking orders from now onwards till 25 september...for those who wish to order my choc marble cake, pls tag at my board aite...the price will be $16 :)

for those who already knws bout tiz, help me to spread the words around aite :)

a daTe wit maMa at PopeYe :)

2008-08-27T07:52:00.000-07:00

It's jz so difficult to fix a date wit my beloved ma to go out wit her...so the bz...banquet here banquet dere...hahaha! bt nwae,manage to bring her to popeye...hee..my hubby's restaurant...haha!

before reaching, met her at ct hall and go walk2 at suntec...had to wait for break fast time cz she's fasting on tat day...so off we went to suntec..hw jakun can she be cz the last time she went ct hall was lik 2 yrs ago whn she last work dere...haha! da mcm tourist la plakk...cute la she...was walking at suntec whn tiz ang moh guy came n approached me n my ma...introduced us to tiz facial product...had no idea y he chose to approached us instead..so my ma gave me tat 'ape2 laa' look whn he asked to proceed to his booth..he went on n on askin me to try on the product on my hand..bt then the product was interesting though..also used by the actress in beverly hills 90210..cnt rmmbr the name though...but there's a banner wit her pic and signature on it at the booth...so she was so called the 'duta' of the product laa...i kinda interested in the scrub...so i wasted $65 on the body scrub..hehe..bt its for my own gd oso la i tink...the scrub rips of all the dry and dirty skin tts inside the body.....(tts wt he saes) hee...but after tryin it on my hand, it felt really light and the smell haha! stayed wit me the whole day...! nw i jz have to spend more time in the toilet..hehehehe

so aftr tat we made our way to popeye..walk all the way frm marina..pity my ma..bt she nvr complain laa...'fit' mahh..hahaha! reach dere, tuk some pics here and there at the so called 'bukit timah nature reserve'....i so feel lik a tourist dere wit my baby gadget...went into popeye whn it was lik 7 plus...ordered food and yum2! glad she lik the food there...except tat haizz...she cnt finish it! aiyooo...i tol her y she nvr ate the shrimp...she was lik 'sayang la dik'...hahaha!! lik ma lik daughter....end up tapao(ing) the balance food...kekek la she..otw bck drop by at makansutra...was my first time dere oso...check the place out wit my ma...only got 2 muslim stalls dere selling satay,fite2(gado2),mee rebus,mee soto...etc..while the other shop selling mamak food...kinda attracted to the satay dere...hehehe...mz go n try la one dayy....my ma bought her all time fav la mee soto and gado satay for my dad...the food was not tat nice though..hehehe..plan nk mkn pt situ wit my family tak jadi..haha...plan to bring my mummy to popeye next..insyallah..hehehe...

tiz is e day....

2008-08-03T20:32:00.000-07:00

hmmm....today...4 aug 2008...viva presentatn....arghhh....its lik 1139am nw....i realy hope everythin goes well ltr...viva is at 1430 ltr...haizz...

i duno y at this crucial time somethin happen again...y cnt they leave me alone for once...wth la...first was my bangles...nw wt? my notepad?! lik wth la! i hve my notes abit here n dere...n nw al gone! puff! wah seh...i was really worked up yest...kept tellin myself to fite hard for it...anythin can happen nw...so i really mz be careful with my stuffz....things that i love,will be theirs...tts so unfair n ridiculous! who would wana believe me rite...but its aite...up to u all la...everyone have their own perception towards all this things....

so aftr i found out that my notepad was missing, i strted doing another set of notes for my viva...it seems that things that are very important n vital to me seems to go missing just lik tat...not enough wit tat,my back....went to the doc n he sae it was a muscle tear..guez i overstretched my back..really tot tat was it...he told me to rest for the meantime..so no soccer n stuffz...n im nt allowed to carry heavy things n stuffz...haizz...bt who cares..i was fighting my life out at last thur's game..bt 2 bad luck wasnt wit us...nearly all the key players were injured..its ok la...jz tat we cnt afford to lose anymre...hve to go all the way.......

guez i hve to go wash up n get ready nw....jz praying everytings gona be alrite......till ma next 'once in a blue moon' post...hahaha!

onCe in a bLuE mOOn...

2008-07-24T00:59:00.000-07:00

this title of this post goes out to nek nah...hahaha! maybe tul la..i'll jz update 'once in a blue moon'....hee :)

went off to KL to take kratingz jersey...so the tired to drive...bt there's another driver laa...gerek gak explore2..but put me alone in the car,ask me to drive there,sure i'll get LOST! hahahaha! along the way can stil drop by my beloved grandparents plc..spend a night dere...i hate saying gdbyes to them...it hurts seeing jz the 2 of em living dere...bt wt to do..lucky got abu...hehehe....oh ya...there's a whole stretch of new stalls comin their way...kfc..macdonalds...BASKIN ROBBINS..wuhoo! yum2!! hehehe...i was so excited n ask mama along...hehehe...in the end didnt finish it..(as usual)..the waffle was lik kinda big with choc rainbow arnd it...hahaha!

someone saes i didnt luk tat well nwadayz at traing...how wld u noe if u seldom mit me? traing? frm there u knw? hah...lik cam paham laa....things are gona be lik last time again...arghhh....sick n tired of it...tak bis2 tul ah...whn is it gona end...?? tomo? the day after? nx yr? never? or til sme1 close their eyes?? hmm....things lik tiz mkes me wonder alot...n i tend to think alott...i duno y...its nt a bad thing though...mkes me think first b4 dng anythin stupid or wt...kn? hee...toking bout thinking...i tend to think and define it to death...i duno y....i jz lik to find the root causes of it den link it together....hahahha...very chim? ya2 i noe..maybe one day i cn be a gd psychologist? hahaha! we'll nvr knw...gz mz try ah...hehehehehe!!

league is strting soon...tot we cld play at jbs bt haizz....in the end postponed..wth la..politics politics....so not fair...bt its aite la..pape pun kratingz will mke a history tiz yr insyallah kalau masin mulut nihh....although there's smethin tat keeps telling me to hold back...aiyoo....i jz duno wt i wana do..duno wt im dng nw is rite or the other way round....pape pun i shall fight till the end with kratingz! biar pe pun rintangan dan cabaran yg ku lalui....takkan ku mengaku kalah!! cheh2....mcm pofesor la plakkk.....hee :)

skul werk...haizz...

2008-07-08T23:19:00.000-07:00

hmmm..counting dwn to nx wk...stil got my sound effects to work on...coloring of shadows and coloring the scene....haizzz...duno whether can finish or nt....

i cme across tiz saying....'Trying to forget sme1 u love is like trying to remember sme1 u never knew'....interesting though...hmmm....duno hw true it is...

im really bored in skul nw finding the sound effects for our animation...haizz....really dun feel comfortable dng work at lab..i'd prefer dng my work at lvl 6...maybe at lab its kinda noisy..cnt really concentrate..bingit weiii...

ntg to blog bout jz feel lik updating a bit...league is strting soon...i duno whether im really ready or nt...lookin at my performance agaisnt ntu last wk was kinda suck...bt there's smethin to smile bout whn i recall that match..hee :)

aite laa....my mind is lik so blank nw...gotta cont my work...til ma next post.......

olive's bck!!

2008-06-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

hmmm...holaaaa!! its been 2 wks since the trip to jeram besu n nt touching my laptop since the skul hols started....heheehe....

trip to jeram besu...i duno y...bt few days before the trip while everyone is excited n lukin forward to it,i jz dun seems to feel the same way though...i jz dun understnd....hmmm...bt i had lots of fun dere....but nt the shopping part cz it was so damn boring hving to go only to sungai wang plaza to shop....the other 2 shopping centres were kinda typical local shopping centres n the rate were lik the same lik spore's...so ya...haizz....i tot gotta go petaling street...haizz...koled my aunt dwn dere but she cnt get to mit..if nt da gerek....

had fun playin paintball n flying fox..lagi2 wit the neneks arnd...hahaha! kekek la sehh.....nite walk was cool....was wit nek nah throughout the walkk.....seram gue...kekekeke....the boat ride frm the flying fox was a hell of a ride...hahaha! neneks..u guyz noe y huh.....hush hush.....jgn ilang owangg.....kekeke...bt throughout the trip i enjoy laa....alhammdulilah slmat pegi and alikk.....the pic of the trip was thiz pic taken wit nek nah....cute kn dua2...tul tak tul tak?wakakakkakaka!

hw fast time flies n nw im stuck bck in skul...haizz...5 wks mre to go..alot of things to be done.....hope everythin will goes well......insyallah......:)

takin one step at a time......:)

2008-06-01T19:54:00.000-07:00

yessa kratingzz!! we went through the first step la seh!! alhamdulilah...tanks to HIM of course for all our talents tat he lend us.....hmmmm.....i duno wt to sae..jz so hapii...til i cnt put in2 words....:) :) :)

had our nssl tournament yest....the preliminary rounds....ok la not so badd...quite a no of teams..al those familiar faces..the pleasant and of course the UNpleasant ones....bt i gz tiz yr its jz a small no of teams compared to last yr.....bt pape pun...we did really well...tak agak2 seh menang...semue BESAR2...hahahah!! nt only krating bt daeng and al neng oso....well done la korang! so proud of my Nengs....hee :)

we went through the first round,second round n without noticing,in the top 6!! waduhhh...all of us was lik 'wah,we all top six oredi ah?'....hehehe..bt 2 bad al neng didnt mke it....only krating and daeng....bt pape pun...al neng, u all are the best...cz no team defeated u guyz....ehem2! hehehehe :)

bt before we made it to top six,we had to go through eb sports b...wah seh...tt was the toughest match played...even me n soffi was lik hujung nyawa inside...first we lead them 2-0...den 2nd half we i tink we were kinda tired so let 1 goal in...then drama minggu ini happen...hahah!! they got penalty...i didnt saw tiz mangkuk la..den she langgar me frm behind...n hve the cheek to sae 'wui,sane ah aku nk tendang'...lik real ehk...pe lagi,me as usual will smile bck n sae 'oh tendang la kalau leh masuk...nk menang senang je kn'...i gz tat sentence made her burst...haha!! n the penalty didnt went in! wakakaka!! kuase allah ta-alla kn....masyaallahhh...den de equalise with a goal....den we fought hard til soffi scored the winning goal for us...but that mangkuk jz cnt take it n play rembat2..hahaha!! so the childish...the fact is tat she or he can take it i tackle her dwn la siow...smpai merangkak rangkak kape wei...hahahah!! tu la lain kali jgn nk siku org sembarangan...ambik kamu!! hahaha!! smemre ref was lik 'play on!!'...hahaha!! nasib la wei....nyahahahha!! wah..member trus approach and stare me...wuhoooo....atut nyer...i jz him/her my smile je....(which dia tak deserve it langsung)hahahaha!! aftr the final whistle blew,my praises to HIM for being me n the team throughout the game....bt den its nt done yet...mangkuk quickly walk towards me wit her/her keparat face...eye to eye...i jz feel lik laughing it out loud...bt i jz stayed my calm n we kinda 'tok'...hahah!! cnt forget tiz line ...'nk jadi jantan sngat tu la bola name nyer..takleh kene tackle main ping pong la beb'..hahahha!! den aftr tat my vision was quite blur....cz alot of people crowd arnd me nt to cont the so called 'convo' wit tat mangkuk...alot of commotion happen bt i was lik walkin out of the court like nothing happen...hahhaa!! i was so hapi tat we beat them till i cried at the corner of the b.ball court....i really didnt beleive we stayed n survived as one...jz lik our name...KRATING FAMILIA......:)

but we cnt be hapi jz yet jz becz we are the champs in the preliminary rounds....on 29th june is the real game.....mz prepare myseld to face that mangkuk2 again.....tiz time round we'll fite till the end....nt outside but in the field :) jz cnt wait for tat day to come...for sure she/he damn me...hahaha! who cares..uat pe nk takut....DIA kn de wit me kn kn kn?? (",)

to my dear kratingz.....we shall go on lik tiz aite..insyallah we'l be at the top.....:) getting dere...bt nt jz yet......a bit more aite....gam ba tte !!! heart u pplz! mmmmuakkkkzzzzz!!

flu...fever....cough...sorethroat = ??

2008-05-28T19:01:00.000-07:00

arghhh...its been 3 dayz im hving my stupid flu n sorethroat..nw...new add ons...coughing..haizz..i duno y i mz be sick at the beginning of an important week...:( there's so many things to be done n yet im at hme wasting tissues all over the hse...one tissue box aftr another.....was supposed to go for photo shoot on wed aftrnoon but i cnt mke it...was still weak....the shoot was for the H-TWO-O advertisement....gota b in my gears..haiyaa...so ma fan...bt im sure its gona be fun...being a model for once can be interesting....haa :)

im nt really sure wat the want actually...hehehe...i guez it'll be pushed forward to nx wk i guez....tat aside...i stil got my presentation to clear tiz fri which is tomo....arghhh...hw am i suppose to present wit my voice so the sengau lik tiz....haizzz....i'll jz tell the claz to shut their mouth while im presenting huh...hahahah!! cam pahamm!!

hee...cnt wait for nx wk to be over....wee haaa!! jz hope im 100% well by then..hate it whn im sick...cnt really get myself up....susah kn kalau da berpenyakit...takper laa....nk uat cm ne.....kene redha je laa.....

i really miss gng out wit mama laaa....usually i'll go out wit her to get my stuffz...bt nt animre....maybe tiz month i'll ask her out n buy her smethin or wt...hee....

soon..tiz wk gona be ovr soon...n sun..nssl....im so nt ready....bt its aite....i'll jz do my best though....gam ba tte nee olive wani!!! nyahahahaha!!!!

* stil surviving and coping wit anythin tats given to me by HIM.....*

confused...my mind is in a mess....

2008-05-21T21:37:00.001-07:00

Life have been bored ever since my babies left me....really miz em lotz....:( nw i duno whr n who to turn 2 whn i need a listenin ear...dun wish to bother the ones around me animre....

i duno..im jz confused...n duno wt i am doing..whether its the rite thing or nt...tiz wk has been a super tiring day for me...shooting here n dere...traing..arghhh..i cn hardly lift up my legs.....my thighs are lik killing me...arghhhh~

i really dun wana hurt u animre tts y i gotta let u go....i duno la aite...haizzz...nw im lik a blur cock inside the claz staring in2 space...jz dun understnd myself...tanks for everythin btw...n ya..no amount of words can describe hw i felt at tiz point of time..........

at the same time bestie stil very quiet...wun msg til i msg rite? or u'll msg first and strt saying 'if i dun msg,u dun msg kn'...duno whn all tiz shits gona end.....sick n tired of all tiz laa...yes,we r drifting apart...more n more...guez u lik it tiz way kn...suits u den....al those years.....allll in the drainnnn i suppose.....i noe ur very hapi in wt ur dng nw..gd 4 u...cn only pray 4 u...cz i cnt do much..i cnt turn bck the time,i cnt get the same treatment,i cnt accept the fact u didnt even care, i cnt..i cnt...i cnt....there's lotz...bt i jz dun feel lik throwing it all out.....

tts the fact in life tat i hve to accept....ppl cme n go from ur life....takper la...da biase da....bt tiz time round its kinda painful cz i have to lose everythinnnn......i wun brood over it animre...maybe its fated for me to end up tiz way....ONE AFTER ANOTHER......

why huh.....ppl owayz ask themselves y me? y me? if smethin bad is happening to em...rather than lukin at the positive side and learn frm it as we get along wit life tats written.....haizz......

im jz feelin so downn.......belo....anje.....mini.....mummy......buta....hndsome...nakal....pak lah....putih...i so mish em.....soo muchhh........

one aftr another......gone........

2008-05-11T20:29:00.000-07:00

haizzz.....why is it happening one by one....ya allah.....berat nyer dugaan yg kau berikn kepada ku.....knape la de lagi manusia2 yg bertopengkn syaitan yg wujud di dunia nih...name pun setan kn...haizzz....

y all my babies hve to be the ones tat hve to go first.....jz bcz it cnt get me, it mz be my babies is it....wah sehhh....tats so not fair laa....hw cld they....SEDAR LA KAMU SBLUM KAMU SEDARKAN.......mashayyallah......

kalau tak sempat sedar n taubat pun,tu nasib kau la ehk.....tak bis2 nyusahkn hidup org....biar la si kecik2 tu yg menyumpah....for me,hmmm..hanye redha dan bnyak bersabar dgn pe jua rintangan dan cabaran yg diberi......

nw whenevr i walk to my kitchen,usually i'll owayz luk at the place whr my babies were,bt nw...whn i luk,i jz realized all of em are oredi gone....hw heartbreaking it is....cz i jz cnt believe it...first was mummy...den anje..n nw mini....arghhh.....sakit tul hati ni pikirkn nyer.......pe la salah diorang smpai uat cm tu....tak berhati perut langsung...haizzz....takper...DIA maha mengetahui...trima je la balasan kamu nanti dari NYA.......subhanallah.....

ni je la yg sempat ambikk...da terlalu sedih sesngatt.....smpai tak tau pe nk uatt....tke a look at the hands n legs spreading...jz tells me tat mini was lik dng smethin n tak sempat nk biskn...haizz.....

First was mummy,n nw anje......;(

2008-05-07T08:31:00.000-07:00

frm the title itself u all shld smehw noe wts gng on....;(reach hm frm traing as usual den heard frm my ma tat anje was nt well...kept on slpin....whn i saw anje,haizzz....i felt so pityful 2wards anje...i felt so bad cz i cnt do anitin to make it feel better :( the eyes are lik covered wit dried blood..haizz..i duno wt to sae la ;( ;( ;(

i took it out n hold it on my palm...it's heart is stil beating..with the mouth opening n closing slowly...hw painful it is to see anje in tat condition...;( i asked my dad to hold on at his palm cz i wanted to go n wash up...bt even before i did tat,anje's heart beat was no longer heard......;( i really regret giving anje to my dad and if i noe it will leave me aftr i gave it to my dad,i would not giv it to my dad sehh.....i really cnt bear to see anje suffering lik tat..tts y...:( haizz....im lik so dwn nw...no wonder 2day in skul i was nt lik usual...felt smethin amiss....so it was anje....haizzz....

will mish u anje..........:( during the time i took these pics,anje was stil alive....haizzz....

GdbYe muMMy.............;(

2008-05-04T19:59:00.000-07:00

there goes my another baby......mummmy......;( tiz is wt i hate about having hamsters....its so hard to accept them to go jz lik tat....especially whn u took care of em since they are lik so RED babies...with no fur...sooo cute....the next thing u noe,they'll go arnd playin with the spinning wheels, try to jump and reach out for ur hand if u tends to play with it....n nw,they are gone.......arghhhh....mummy...the only survivor of all my previous hamsters...she's the one tat survived the longest.....hmmm....really cnt bear to c her lukin so sick n not having the energy to play arnd...better for her to leave rather than suffer rite....haizzzzz.....

bt its ok laa...i stil got my lil mini n anje :) tanks ya u all for giving me those cute babies....heee.....mini is so active playin n jumping arnd....unlike anje who jz lurves to slp even though i transfered the spinning wheels frm mini's cage to anje's...hahaha...anje wil still end up slpin n nt playing....lazy bummm...bt stil,they r jz soo CUTE.....hehehe...macheh ye! love u all!! muakz muakz!

wee!! at last got my new shades....hahahah!! i jz lurveeee it la sehh...hehehehe....ok la enuf laa....xcited la pulakkk...wakakaka!!

went to mi my lps legendz yest...it was juf n my unofficial 'hubby' satria's b.day...hahha!! cam paham jekk....went to secret recipe...met dila first den was surprised to see juf n aidil cz we planned to giv juf n sat a suprise bt gz it didnt work well...hahahah....nvm laa...at least we had fun with only the 6 of us...hee....

wah sehh....so the sleepy...arghhhh...these past few dayz hve nt been slpin well i guez...haizzz....really need a power sleep la....aite laa.....nothin mre to blog...till ma next post laa....jan-ne.....:)

new blog add...:)

2008-04-29T21:26:00.000-07:00

hahahah!! i jz change my blog add....only certain no of people knows...jz my closed ones...i hope it'll nt be spread arnd laa....need sme privacy oso...hahahaha!! cam pahamm!!

hmmmm....skul has been quite bored doing the same old thing again...except that now we are doing alot of discussions for our project...smetimes feel uselss cant even help em wit anitin...haizzz.....duno laa....

really miz my frenz,all those who used to be closed to me before laa...haizz...hw time flies nt knowing one by one gone out frm my life jz lik tat.....bt its ok...im leading a gd life nw...n i jz hope history wun repeat itself...gz at tat point of time i'll be a loner as usual.....

its hard to make smeones understnnds wt we r feeling ya....n smetimes ppl misunderstood n den end up nt tokin with each other anymre....ya,some things nvr change but it can hppen wit jz a lil bit of patience is what we need......

before i plan to do anitin during the public hols,werk koled n hve to do mornin shift..hahaha! nvm laa...slp at hme oso no use...at least work de la juge hasil nyer...:) yihaaa....my grandparents cumin ovr tiz weekend....weee!! hehehe....for suer de 'crite2' hangat...hee...jz hope its smethin gd..hmmmmmm....

my mind is jz so blank rite nw....its lunch time nw....usually i'll be the one hungry...but i duno la nwadayz....keepin my lil stomach super flat...hahaha...lik real je laa...its nt tat im torturing it bt smetimes i jz dun feel lik eating...n if im really in the mood to eat,den i'll eat lik nobody business...hahahaha!! weirdo?? haha..cannot be laa....tiz types of ppl are jz 'one in a million'...hahahaha!! betul betul betul kn?? hehehehe

*im craving for my belgian choc chip ice cream laaa....any kind heart souls out dere wana buy me some?? hehehehe*

ketenangannn......

2008-04-20T20:35:00.001-07:00

i duno hw to blog bout tiz but all i can sae is tat im beginning to accept wts happening to me,wt ppl r dng to me, n most of all be VERY patient towards anitin tat comes in my way....:)

mmg la i cnt deny the fact tat i shld be feeling dwn n stuffz wit im experiencing....but instead im still smiling ear to ear (ltr lia wil owayz sae 'cam paham' hehe).....i guez i noe HE loves me alot.....hur hur.....HE's giving his petunjuk and bringin me to the right path....it really shws yest during the game...DIA tu mmg maha melihat,mengatahui,segala galanyer.........mmg la pe yg terjadi ni de hikmahnyer...n nw im startin to get wt it is.....haizz....kebesaran nyer...mashaallahhh......

it really feels great to get 2gether wit my family during weekends..especially wit my grandparents around.....without em i tink my life wld be very2 empty.....:( really love em lotz.....woudlnt wana let any1 of em go.....nt nw.....:(

beshnyerr get to noe org alam lain sygg kiter.....alhamdulilahhh syukur....:) im totally speechless...waduhhhh....hanye DIA je yg tau betape gembiranyer gue......He realy tot me to really kikiskn sifat amarah, sbb pasal sifat tu la akan musnahkn hubungan bersama kluarga atau kawan2......wahh...da mcm ustazah lak gue nihhh.....ceramah la pulakkkk....wakakakaka!! tapi takper la...u all tak rase,u all duno laa...if u all get to experience lik wt i feel nih...waduhhh.....tu la yg dinamekn KETENANGANNNNNNN...................

bOnda's b.daY suRprise.....

2008-04-01T08:23:00.000-07:00

holaa!! hee.....i duno y i cn stil smile aftr wt is hppenin to me...haizz..nvm laa...guez HE's givin me the opportunity to luk forward n be strong in wtevr he's giving me?hmmm ntah laa.....hidup di dunia ni penuh ngan segala dugaan dan cubaan....kite ni sebagai manusia perlu REMPUH jek to actually test urself hw far u cn go 2 handle the situation......interesting huh...hmmmmmm........

my bonda's hari lahir was last wk....alhamdulilah everythin tat i planned went well..tanks to my 'postman'..hehehe...macheh awk! it was realy cute den end up seeing her laughin by herself watching her frm far...wakakak!! den stil got time to go bugis aftr tat wit mummy...hehehe....bt for me,went to mit my 2nd family...my kratingz laa....had sme stufz to settle....haizz....bt ok laa....at least they knew....i dun wish to mke them symphatize wit wts hppenin to me,itz jz tat they r all lik my lil sisters tat i really love n care for....tts y i need em to noe.....

last wk was fun...gng ronda2....hehe...was rainin though....lucky had my raincoat in my box....it was quite a rainy trip...hahaha!! bt overall ok laa..i had fun laa wit my baby boy....hehehe......

the wk b4 met my pri skul mates at town..hahah!! it was quite sme time since the last time i met em.....had a gd laugh wit em n went hme arnd 2 plus in the mornin...hahah!! lucky my 'hubby' for the day sent us home...wakakak!! even though there's lik 6 people,it felt lik 60 ppl..hahah!! had a great time catchin up stuffz wit em...while eating..hehehehe...den lepak a while aftr tat.....cheh..cm paham jek lepak....wakakak!! asalkn tak uat bende yg tk sepatutnyer uat sudah kn? hahahah!! bluekk!!!

ote laa...enuff for nw i guez...till ma next post.....chiaooozzzz.....

new environment,new life,new me?

2008-03-16T23:44:00.000-07:00

hmm....hve been bz these past wk...working...hee :) had fun laa..best frens with the weather especially the rain....hee....whn it comes to raining,everyone at work will strt enjoying themselves..(makan gaji) wakakak!! as for me,been attached to the haunted house for 3 dayz straight for last wk was lik a not enjoyable time for me..although wit the air cons and everythin....first day of checkin with imran jr, only find 'smethin' interesting in the house...wakaka!! goshh! den found out myself gettin stuck at h.house for the comin 2 dayz...wth...i jz dreamt smethin stupid the night before n the next day gotta be station dere...aiyoo...nvm laa...its work nwae....scaring people...quite funny actualli gotta c people's reactions towards ghost....cnt forget the indian couple tat i escorted...they got so scared til they knock themselves on the pillar infrnt...haha! really cnt tahan myself frm laughin my heads out...hahaha!!! even my other colleagues cnt stop laughin whn i told em....hee...:)

apart frm being stationed at other stations,i lik choo2 train...hee...soo cute la...c al the kids on the train...smemre with the nyonya's...hahah!! cn stil show the 'peace' sign whn takin pictures...bt this past wk was a hectic wk for me..6dayz of work n 1 day of serious soccer...haizzz...n nw stuck at hme,nt feelin well...wah sehh...:( guez i need to rest laa....prepare myself to go riding wit my new fren..heee :)

hmmmm....mish my cedera parah....he went up 'there' yest...on sun...haizz...y he hve to go whn i really need sme1 in the house to play arnd with...haizzz....i found it out sun morn..haizz...wt a day for me...:( nw left wit the only survivor,mummy.....hmm...hope she wont left me anytime soon cz i'll be very2 lonely at home without my lil babies.....sobs sobs......:( i really wan a white hamster.......haizzz.....:( anyone wana sponsor me one?? :(

ok laa...i jz wana hve a gd rest at hme aftr ALL the things tats hppenin...til ma next post........

whn will it endd...

2008-02-19T06:45:00.000-08:00

hmmm...skul term has jz strted...haiz....dead bored la pulakk....hehehe....all assignments done....im really crossing my fingers for my grades....haizz...skul reopens yi haa my last yr...bt gona be a tough one i suppose....haizzz....

hve bn goin in n out of jb....really hope i cn spent all my hols dere wit my bloved grandparents.....but hw to....i wana find part time job laa...de la hasil kit but im kinda cerewet...hehehe....nvm...c hw it goes laa....i really need plenty of REST for nw....tends to get tired easily wit my chest pains n everythin....haiizzzz......:(

i really got nothin to blog nw......seems lik alot but i jz dun wish to share it dwn here....wakakakaka!! till ma next post....dada......

confused,dissapointed,enduringg.....

2008-02-11T07:33:00.000-08:00

Many things hppns in ur life for a reason and for sure its either gd or bad...i jz duno hw to strt bloggin....wt a weekend for me though..NOT a great one to be precise....haizzz....im jz so dissapointed and speechless laa...y i hve to exprience all tiz at tiz moment of my life....why....to tink bck bout it,mayb HE's jz testing me and having me to be able to handle it calmly n stay strong.......bt seriously i duno til whn i can hold on to wt im holdin on nw....im jz afraid i'd jz giv up one day n leave it up to all those freaks out dere to ruin my life....arghhh!!

went bck jb for lik 5 dayz....get a piece of my mind dwn dere..tenang kn hatii....wit my beloved grandparents.....i jz cnt afford to sae gdbye to them whenvr i wana go bck...its jz smthin tat keeps holding me bck..bt i jz cnt help it....haizzz....n really tot tat sme1 wld hve cared n ask bout my well being bt i gz nt..TOO BZ i guez...takperla...sape la aku nii...stupid me to stil hopin for smethin tats lik drifting so farrr frm me....pe2 laa....

bought akhil hayy's cd..duno y i got stuck wit his songs...maybe its jz tellin me smethin..ntah la...pikir2 kn jadik takot lakk...subhanallahh......i jz hope eveythin tts hppening to me n family nw is jz a big test frm HIM tat soon will be disperse into thin air....bt i suppose its nt gona be tat wayy...i jz duno hw to sae...nvm laa....biar DIA sorang je yg tau perit getir hidup ku ini........

i really miss kickin sme balls on the field..bt nahh...nt yet laa....im jz afraid i cnt click well wit the 'surroundings' dere..takper laa...gona return very2 soon.....hols hve oredi strted...bt gona cme bck on thur for IST test..wth laa..tat kinda module oso got test....so the mepek...ehehe....aite la,gotta do ait mre skul stuffz den gona orh orh.....miz u all my dear kratingzz.......:( shobs shobs....:(

busy busy busy..........

2008-01-24T01:42:00.001-08:00

wah sehhh....such a long time i hvent update my bloggy....im sure all those mangkuks wana noe wts gng on huh in my life...pi lilek sua la korang! wakakaka!!

hmmm....2 mre wks den gona hve my looonggg break...yihaa!! bt b4 tat gotta complete my ctg and modelling first...which is...haizz.....cannot make it la sehh...modeling smemre...wth la..UV mapping n stuffz....tiz maya is going crazy or im the one tt's gng crazy? hahaha!! who cares btw.....gona chiong my work laa...slept arnd 3 plus yest..stayed up and did my animation...kinda sucks though..bt i gz is beta den my previous ones...i tink...hehehe....nw rendering....goshhh...its only at 30 plus frames...i duno hw long its gona take to complete arnd 300 frames....gona overnite at skul la lik tat...hahaha!! hate skul work tat needs the comp to hand it in..soo the mafan...haizzzz.......2 yrs in poly bt stil duno whr's the suitable plc to park my baby boy....until u showed me the cute carpark...tanks dear...hehe....muakz! nw tat plc permanent la for my baby boy..... (",)

alot of things tat i wan buy....haizzz....damn it laa..if its nt for my hard disk...i would hve spent the money on myself...pamper myself wit well..the usual stuffz i suppose....;) really wana get my hands on the new iphone...goshh...bt i noe im nt gona get it...the price juz costs lik a bomb....mati gue...hahaha!! tot of selling my lappy and get a new desktop PC...my eyes are all caught up wit at Sony desktop pc...its lik a frame..bt duno whether its worth it or nt...haizzz....a new printer is a must..if nt, the skul's printer will be my victim...which it usually does...hahaha!!

i enjoyed myslf being a part time instructor through my cute teacher bck in my sec skul daes...organizing camps,orientation n stuffz...quite fun though..yest, sis siti msged n ask whn im free so can tok things out about work....sounds interesting though..cnt wait for my longg break so cn earn more cash...hee....;)

gz tts bout it laa....duno whn im gona update smemre..hee....till den.....olive the might bani signing off............

still gng STRONG.....1ST anniversary....;)

2007-12-25T09:34:00.000-08:00

maybe i shld update tiz before the previous ones....but who cares...hahaha!! im sure all the mangkuks out dere is so sick to noe wts gng on in my life...nyahahaha!!

well....its been gng on pretty well..infact PERFECTO without the KKS people!! celebrated our 1 yr anni wit my beloved kratingz...we had alot of fun till some people jz cnt resist to go hme n surprisingly cumin bck...hahah!! kekek laa sehh....bt i really had a great time wit my familia....kn kn kn??? BETUL BETUL BETUL ;)

i jz cnt stop laughin after lukin at all those 'aceh' ppl sleepin.....mcm2 ragam...hahaha!! yg surrender,yg meditatin, yg khalayan...haha!! all caught in the act...rabak sehh photographer....hmph~ guez tis post wil be a short one...let the pics do the tokin ...n ya if the pics mkes certain ppl's hearts pumpin real fast and blood go upstairs den im really sori...haha! 2 bad la!!! HOT PIXX,HOT PEOPLE,HOT STUFFZ!! wakakakaka!!!

wt did i doooo?? shobs shobs.....:(

2007-12-19T02:38:00.000-08:00

wah sehhh..its finally my term break bt still im nt having a breakk.....:( i cnt deny hve been slacking ABIT...stil got lots of assignments to complete though....bt nvm laa..gotta rest oso...wil be stayin at cik dah's hse 2nite...miss sleepin wit my cuzzies though...my beloved granny and atuk wil be dere too....tts the best part laa...lepaskn winduuu weiiii (",)

hmmmm....whr shld i strt for the past week ehk....hmm...ermmm.....well, on mon went to seoul garden...it was last minute though bt ok laa...half of the claz turned up n off we went to have our buffet lunch...hee....didnt xpect mr seow to treat us though...but nwae thnx alot ya sir! so swit of u lar :) it was lik 11 of us plus him and each of us have to pay arnd $15...cn imagine hw much it totals up?? hehehe....poor mr seow....:) i ate til kinah sounded me 'wah stil can stuf smemre inside ah wani'..?? ahahahah!! tak mau rugi woo!! ciann tauu mr seow treat uss....den eat little jek..pe brg knn...might as well full up my small little stomach nihhh....bt seriously i was like super FULL until i didnt ate dinner for the dayy...hehe...snap pic here and dere...den i went off first...went to get my housepet's gift wit my tweet2...hee...:)

had a great time yest ya....heee....hope u enjoyed urself ye my housepet....hee...;) tts the least we cld do to mke u smile...btw...slipper lawa?? hehehe....ehem2...;) dun wish to elaborate mre..let the pics do the tokin ya fellow jabronis...bluek!!

*wt exactly u wan from me......?? aftr al those sacrifices tat i made??? u cnt even think bout it?? damn it laa..wake up la b4 HE do smethin to me....den u'll regret it for the rest of ur life.......im so sick n tired of everitin...n i mean everythin..except for my backbone....so so DISSAPOINTED in U.......its all up to u....me? i give upp....i leave it all up to HIM to show me the right pathh......tts itt.....*

One thing after another......

2007-11-25T02:24:00.000-08:00

hmmmmm........sowie hven been updating regularly...been bz as owayz...i'll owayz update whn i feel tat i wana share smethin wit u guyz...except for al the mangkuks who cnt bear 2 let me live in peace......

wt more u all wan? nt enuf yet with all the sayings u all told ppl behind my back?? pe gik nk nih?! tak puas hati sini ah face to face....dun be such a COWARD!! dare to do things but dun wana admit....i noe wt ur trying to do ya..so back off aite...before HE teach u a lesson that u'll learnt for the rest of ur life! wana see me in fire wit my bike huh?? IT WONT HAPPEN aite!!! cz i noe HE's owayz protecting me frm bhind.......if i really meant to go,den so be it....i dun need U to do it....i'll go whn HE really wans me...nt U! dun tink that i duno wat ur dng ya.....HE'S WATCHING YA.........

for nw do as u lik laa...cz u'll nvr noe wt will hppn to u int he future....uat la pe kau nak.....we'll c hw far u can go ehk....i just duno y ur born to tiz world....gz HE wans me to mit u den learn from it i guez....I did mke a mistake for having u as my fren last time...n now i realy realy realy realy REGRETTT making fren wit u...

enf of all that crapp....GET A LIFE YA AND GROW UP!!

i jz lost my belo...jz dun hve the heart to blog about it....hw cld he even leave me.....whr am i suppose to turn to whn im stress wit my work...really miz my beloo syggg.....:( but i bet he's hapi up there....watching me frm far.....:(
its jz happening at the same time..one thing after another....duno whthr i can stil hold on or nt....jz afraid i giv it all up...which i dun wish to c it happenn.....bhind all those smiles..only god noes wt im feelin n tinkin.......i'll jz redha wit what is happening and just pray to hve him guide me to the right path and let me be strong in wtever that he's giving me................

jz no mood to blog anymre.......i just miss my loved ones............badly...................:(

111107

2007-11-10T08:16:00.000-08:00

hmm....such a long time huh since i last updated my blog....skul hve strted...assignments are comin...me? slackin.....hahah!!! it gets so scary whn ur infrnt of the cpu staring into space while others, busy gettin their assingnments done....haizzz.....

had a great time wit my granny jz nw.....hee....always cnt help it but to make lame jokes to see her teeth comin out....SOO CUTE! ehem2...runs in the blood though....wakakaka!! its fun though smetimes,get together wit my sepupus....den tok things out....had a gd laugh wit my cik da n mama....hahaha!! they were tokin bout hw bugdet last time they spent on buyin undergarments...hahahaha!! mama tol me tt my granny sew their panties everytime b4 a new skul terms strts....hahahahaha!!! cute ryte??!! goshh...i was laughin my heads out mann.....heee ;) even my granny's face was red....hehehe...was having a gd chat wit all of em whn mummy came....i tot she brought pizza for us bt instead...... DONUTS!!

so swit of her....pe lagik, i go n attack my fav one first laa...the oreo donut...too bad my aunt jz bought one of tat flavour....shared wit my granny...:) she rocks mannn!!! luv her to the bits!! theres no other granny lik her....i jz hve one granny in tiz world.......weeeee!! sooner aftr tat,it was lik 10 plus...so gotta mke our way hme...:( sob sob....jz spent a lil time wit my granny...:( my uncle sent me n mama hme aftr tat....whn cn i get to drive my own car huh....haiyaaa......wait til tat sme1 strts work den insyallah leh.....whn wil tat b.......:(

wanted to strt on my skul werk but i jz duno hw to and which one 2 strt....anyone cn help??? haizzz.......:( nvm2.....shall endure and work all the wayy.....i noe they WILL be smebody or sme1 out dere that's gona support me all the wayy....UP2 AND AWAYYY...........heeeee..........;)

nt wel....hur hur....:(

2007-10-28T06:17:00.000-07:00

i've nt been feelin well for the past few days.....hv been acting quite weirdly to my LOVED ones....tak caye?? tanyer la diorangg......nk tau?? diam sudahh!! wakakakak!!!

a strange incident hppn to me on thur if im nt wrongg.....mlm jumaat smemre...ntah laa...i dun wish to tell everythin to u all dwn here...cz its so so scary....as i hvent experience anythin lik tat before...so to xplain it,its kinda scaryy.....only certain people noes bout it......i really felt smethin smethin's gona happen to me at tat point of time...duno who to turn to...lucky i missed kol tat sme1...tu pun tak sengaje....i can sense smethin laa..but i jz dunno hw,whn,wt is it......wt is tat i did to xperience al tiz.............takpela....i redha though...im sure there's a reason bhind itt.....i hve to find it je laa....pape pun im glad tat im stil dwn here....living in tiz world...:)

i dun understnd who's the mangkuk tat tuk all my stickers on my bike...bloody mangkuk!! got ntng better to do huh tiz people...cnt even afford to buy wit ur own money...stupid jabroni(s)!!! its ok...HE's watchin wt ur dngg....u'll surely get it bck one day...even worst tat wt im getting i guez...nasib la babe!! whoever tts dng it, repent laa...takde gune nyer dng all tiz....nt happi wit me,tok to me straight....wt to do ..al tiz KKS people....haizzzzzz.....

*olive feelin so lemau and sick*...any1 wana garing kn me??? hehehehe

back to square one....

2007-10-16T01:48:00.000-07:00

haizzz..its bck to skul again...its gona be a tough semester for me....gonna buck up la..if nt pun,i'll try to...hehe....first day of skul didnt mke it to skul....was nt tat well...haiyaa....pe tak nyer,was driving all the way bck frm jb..smemre jam...haiyaa...forget to buy bread...wakakaka!!!

phew.....at last my wish hve bn granted....gotta drive my family all the way to jb!! at first was kinda nervous laa...bt aftr all it was aite....:) getting the hang of it :) BUT before we made our way to jb, i was so pissed off wit sme1..stupid asshole..mke my whole day turn soo badd...i was really not in the mood to go jb...bt den whn there's a will,there's a way for sure....n so ya.....we did get our wayy.....maybe there's a reason bhind it..hmmm...bt seriously tokin,i wasnt feelin gd la on the way to jb..lucky nothin happened...haizzz....

celebrated hari raya wit my famiy at jb..of course wit my beloved nenek and atuk...was so delighted to see em....i was hving a bad flu and ulser in my mouth...:( bt den everythin was ok aftr i came bck to spore...they are surely my medicine to everythin.....:) hari raya was as usual....bt den was kinda fun...hehe...go jln2 at jb...although its kinda sucks driving at jb...bt den its gd la for my own experience......(",) oh ya...went to my nenek's fren's hse at jb..two of em..nek b and cik yah....hehehe....i tot i gotta eat rendang or ketupat or even udang smbal la at their houses..bt den turns out both houses we end up eating ONLY the kuih2....haizzz.....was so hungry lor...aiyoo....smemre went our early in the mornin..nvr ate anitin...haizz :( imagine arnd 2 we went out and end up gng bck arnd 8 plus...n only two houses...wah sehh....cannot sae anitin la...whn nenek(s) mit other nenek(s),i cnt sae anitin :) hee......was suppose to went bck s'pore sat nite,bt den pity my nenek laa...really windu her lotz so stayed another day la for her sake....anitin for her :)

snapshots...hee..was kinda bored...so ya...:)

out of proportion abit hee

ahh...nw nice...swii!! :)

so swit tul anak beranak nihhh :)

pak brahim and pak aimi...hee ;)

hapi bebenar kumbang2 nihh (",)

ok..off the track abit....wahkao! hw cme my tagboard is suddenly flooded!! haha!! i woudlnt mind if my KF is taggin...bt mind me all those mangkuks tat has got ntg better to do....GET A LIFE LAAA DEY!! terase kaperr?? TOO BAD LAA!! sape mkn cili,DIA lah yg rase pedasnyer..!1 ambik kamu!! mmg sah ah korang KKS nyer orgg!! jz dun bother my freakin life anymre laa cz i dun wana rmmbr hving frenz,nah...opss....hving pets lik u guyz...NEVER will i remmber!!

oh ya,to all my KF, sis nk ucapkn camat ari raye ye...maap zahir dan batinn...kalau de salah dan silap,terkasar bahase, tersilap kate, terguris hati dan mcm2 TER lagik la ye...maap kn la ye....:)

confused + dissapointed + pissed = ??????

2007-10-09T23:12:00.000-07:00

i duno whn all tiz wil end..sick n tired of al these..dissapointed in U....ive started to trust U bck n tiz is wt i get...i duno wts ur motive,wts ur plan and wts ur reason for contacting me bck.....im so CONFUSED.........arghh :( it jz says it all whn U strted to tok bout the past whereas U noe all bout it frm my own mouth bt yet U can stil ask me even though it doesnt concerns U......im jz sooo DISSAPOINTED...........yes i am.........i've been truly sincere in our frenship all tiz while and acceptin U bck as my fren was hard though...bt luk wt hppns nw......im too soft i guez....TOO SOFT....tts y ppl lik U can tke advantage of me,dng tiz to me.....i really wan an xplanation from U.........y r U hurting me so much...........tak cukup ke wit wt u've done to me last time?? wtevr it is,i gt no rights to dcide which frenz are the best for U...U noe it urself......frenz tat are dere whn u need them is really RARE TO FIND........for nw of cz they are there wit U,hving fun huh....bt whn ur in trouble and dwn,jz see who can cheer U up(hidung kembang ni gak) and be dere for u.........sob sob.......:(

sick and tired of ppl accusing my team for ntng.....its a FAIR game and all we did was playin soccer and not wrestling...fair enuf,we were HARD.....isnt tat hw soccer shld be played...cannot be tackled or stuffz,go play PING PONG. we were fighting our pride and guts all out and we were accused of takin revenge...?? we were playing all out wit only a limited no of players unlike u guyz..not fit i suppose..hee..opps...pls laa...wt for?? we dun hve any matter wit u guyz...wt for wana take revenge...if u hve the ans to it,den tell me....dun accuse ppl in such a way.......haiz...i jz dun understnd........

smetimes whn u duno wts gng on,dun accuse the innocents jz lik tat...cz its really nt a HEALTHY thing to do at tiz very month yg penuh dgn barakah........i dun ask anitin in return laa...bt jz HIM to show u all the right way.........and importantly the TRUE FACTS....not facts tat are being passed arnd by sme human being tts alreadi half human + half animal........life is lik tat....on the ones tat are on the rite site will suffer.......its aite.......*mulut tempayan kite leh tutup,mulut manusia,hanya ALLAH saje yg tau*.....nauzubillah.................

to my beloved kratingz,

im proud of u all and we shld be bck nx yr ya? bigger and BETTER...heee..biar la pe org nk ckp bout us..yg penting we our ownselves noes tat wt dey are sayin is nt true..so be it laa...asal kn org2 KKS ni semue hapi yaa.....we shall work hard and wit HIM supportin us frm bhind, INSYALLAHHH everitin will goes on the right wayyy.......TAKBIR!!!!

gaThering - 051007 -

2007-10-05T00:39:00.000-07:00

hmmm....looong time nvr update...haizzz....nothin to update actually..hve been slacking at hme lately and will only goes out of the hse for my soccer traings....heee......been doing cornflakes for the past 2 days.....hehe...yala...'org rumah' mah......hehehe.....well as for me,my hari raya preparation is as usual....moderate....same lik the previous years..the only different tiz yr is tat i gotta bring my family arnd w me driving...wee ;) tiz yr cn wear kain liao....if nt every yr mz wear pants jz to ride my bike....pity mama....hehehe...nw no mre k ma?? i've fulfill ur wish :)

skul is strting soon....haizzz....i duno y..bt i really wana get it ovr and done wit tiz sem.....i really hope i cn buck up and do well for tiz sem.....:( i duno y bt i was so smngat to check wt we gona cover for tiz sem and stress myself out even b4 skul reopens...haizz..stupid me.....skul gona strt right aftr hari raya.....haizzzzzzzz

had alot of fun yest..met up wit my COS mates at geylangg...wah sehh..its been lik 2 yrs we've nvr met...bt 2 bad didnt get to ask all of em to cme dwn...bt i was glas though,although there's only 4 people,it became much mre kecoh whn another 3 went in...haha!!! had dinner at tiz new restaurant.....the food was quite nice though but the tom yam...bleargh....soo the not nice....bt the sotong and the ikan bakar was nice though...hehe.....kecoh sehhh....den met up wit another 3 ladies...hehe...lagi la bertambah kecohh.....hehehehe.....the most important thing is tat i really had fun yest...heee....:)

aite,tomo's gona be our last game....for sure all the mangkuks and e KKS people will cme wn to watch tiz 'sore losers' huh....wakakaka!!! it doesnt even matter whether u guyz are dere or nt...we, KRATINGZ dont even giv a DAMN...win or lose is nt a matter...its our own pride and spirit tat made us stay.....unlik u KKS people.....bluekzzz!!!!!!

till ma next post ppl......olive signin off.............................

weLcum to E doubLe 2 cLuB!

2007-09-21T00:11:00.000-07:00

haiyaaa.......its double two liao for me.....nvm...its jz a no....bt i stil do lyk young rite....khekhehkhhekhe.....went out on my b.day...it was really a bash...hee...thnx ya....muakz! really had a great time....:) for those who wishes me at frenster..thnx alot ya!

so strange.....usually on dayz lik tiz,ppl tat u assume will msg wont msg and ppl whom we didnt expect to msg,did msged....hmmm...kinda hurt abit laa....whr's all the 'darlings' , 'syggs' and more worst 'papa'...whr the hell r u guyz whn its really my dayy....thnx alot...really...TANKS alott.........

but wtever it is,i really had a great time aftr game on wed...although shit happens...hehehe....sowi kratingz...olive da mengamuk,buruk ah...hehehe....thnx to tat sme1 for sponsoring the cake....yum2...cedap wo! macheh manyak2 k? muakz! although tiz yr i jz had a simple celebration,it means alot to me...to hell wit all those ppl tat ive mentioned above.....oopppss.....is it you? hmm terase ker?? haha!! too bad la dey! BLUEK~~

thnx cu for tat swit gift....im sure u got wt u wanted frm me all tiz while....hehee....wah sehh..ur face was lik so red lor....cute laa u.....pape pun,nanny cygg cu and will owayz jage u unlike tat sme1 ya? u noe it urself...:) muakzz!!

for my bunnie,sweetie and my adeq cygg,macheh manyak2 for the switest gift and the luvly day tat i had wit u all.....HEART U ALL MANY2 LAA!!!! muuuuuaaaaaakkkkkzzzzzzz!!!!

i miss u, Putih.............:(

2007-09-17T00:16:00.000-07:00

it had been a tough week for me......haizz......but let me strt wit the times tat i enjoyed myself.....:) last sun....went to suprise my belo sygg for her advance b.day...not only me,all her other darlingz were dere...hehe...it was all ian's plan...hee...so lucky u my dear.....me,jac and beck was so xcited to suprise her on tat day...hehe..bought for her a brownie wit her name written on it...swit huh...;) den made our way to millenia walk (if its the correct spelling), tried SO hard to light up the candle bt den the wind was blowing so hard...until sme1 uses a receipt to light up and end up stepping it and blowing it to the ground...hahaha!! she was so shocked whn she saw us lor...hehehe..surprise2...hehe...all tiz while nvr reply our msgs rite..hmph! sme kind of a syg u r....heehehe....had a great chat wit u all and laughing out heads off....wit my lame jokes and all...but hey sme1 LOVES it....hehe..its better than the indonesian comedy rite my dear jac? hehehe....reached hme abit late cz we cnt find a cab hme...was so packed at suntec area....so made my way to town...bt still...hehehe.....end up walkin on the streets lik hopeless kids....flagging for cabs.....hehehe....thnx eh my hunnie bunnie for sendin me hme....n ya, to jess, hope u njoyed our small outing and ya....pls hor...dun sombong anymre hor....noti u....bluek!!

ok,the sad part...its so hard for me to do tiz...but haizz...i hve to let u go la putih......:( i really love him alottt though.....:( sob sob sob....:'( its my baby hamster putih....he was not so well for the past few weeks......so brought him to the doc....haizz...doc said jz hope for the best for him la cz there's a lump on his left side of the body...and his furs are lik dropping...cn barely sees his bones.....goshh..i really duno wt to do at tat point of time...so, got tiz medicine tat i hve to feed him once daily for 40 days.....poor putihh....but smethin was nt rite on the nite of 14 sep...i duno y i keep on playin wit him tat nite....i jz coudlnt bear to keep my eyes away frm him even for a sec....he cnt barely walk properly....whn he walks,he tends to swing to either the right or to the left....usually whn i pat him on his head,he'd luk up and try to lick my hand...but nt tat day...he was so dwn....and even at one time,he luk up and i cn sae his eyes....jz as if he's in tears...really....:( even my bro saw it....as if he's tellin me tat he's leaving me........and i can feel tat tat day wld be the last day i get to tok and hold him.........and indeed i was rite...aftr playin wit him..i went bck to my room....at arnd 3.30..my bro came knocking to my door and sae 'dik,dia da takde'........i was lik wt?! i quicky ran to the kitchen and my eyes were like in tears whn i saw him lying dere without breathing...........he's gone......................:( i cannot help it laa.......few minutes ago,i was lik tokin to him,but nw....he's left me...........sob sob....................i really syggg him alott.........he's one of my fav...other than belo.......gosh....i was in tears whn i told mama tat putih's gone...mama said tat its gd tat it end up tiz way rather than suffering frm seeing him lik tat...being so sick and all........wat to do...i really hve to let him go.............:(

the next day was out game agaisnt ntu....i duno y...i cnt concentrate tat well....felt so lemau and lemahh......i really miz putihh......i was nt performin well...my mind was smewhr else........but thnx alot dear for tat goal......tts for putihh....:) to my dear kratingz,sowi sis tak dpt nk perform well...tiz is the reason laa.....so i hope every1 noes nw.....hmmm.....maybe to u guyz out dere,its jz a small hamster and not a big deal....but to me,i tuk care of him since he's a baby.....since he was a red hamster wit no fur til now..........til he's gone.........aftr the game i quickly ran to the kitchen and i tot he's stil dere...gosh..i jz forgotten tat he's gone.....gosh....only left wit his cage....the most sad thing for me to recall is tat the medicine was not even finished and yet,he left me oredi..........its oklaa....i jz hope tiz wed's game i cn focus bck and i really wana do it for putih......hee.......:) HEART U LOTS PUTIHHH......REST WELL DERE AITE..........................................................:(

boredom.....

2007-09-11T08:10:00.000-07:00

haizzz...im soooooo &*^%@!$ bored at hme...nothin to do...traing,traing traing....game on sat....wah sehh....soo tired...bt wat cn i do rite...if only i get paid...den i wld get to buy the white mecurial boot that im longing to buy...:( i noe i had the current black/gold one nw but i jz cnt resist tat white color mercury...sooo the NICE ~

ive been slackin at hme all tiz while while my other mates were bz workin and stuffz..hehe....mz rest for all we cn while we can rite? hehehe....i dun tink nw's the time for me to earn money.....hehe....its the time to studyy and work hard for all the hardwork tat i went thru..i jz hope one day i cn jz my parents shake their legs....i wouldnt wan em to work anymre......hmmm.......insyalllahhhhh........(",)

ive been tryin on the new xbox 360 which belongs to my fren...of course its nt mine....hehe...bt its not modified and i only got to play boxing and need for speed...any1 hve the original game of winning 11? i guez i'll be stucked in my rm if i hve tat game...hee.....

ramadhan is gettin near.....wah....mcm cepat gituk mase berjlnn....yihaa....besh...den can slim dwn smemre....haha!! hmmmm....cnt wait for hari raya....at last cn bring my family arnd wit car....instead of bike, lik the past years..tiz yr can wear kain liao...wakakaka!! and my jambul wun spoil again bcz of the stupid halimat...wakakakaka!!!! weeewittt...campahaaaamm!! lum puase da bebual pasal rayer.....takpe2...idea is dere....khekhekhe!!!

hve been takin cre of mama for these past few dayz..pity her....she's nt well....i really hope she can get well by tiz wk cz i really need her for my game....i really felt LOST whn she's nt arnd for any of my game...coudlnt imagine my life without her....:( tiz sat's game is an important one....i really wan her to be dere...smemre its at jbs...the place whr i dream to play since its built....i hope i'll nt be sawan on tat day....hehehe....(bt cnfrm SELENGER as usual)......she was late for my game last wk at nyp...stupid skul,sooo big....mke mama lost her way...hehehee...she tuk arnd 15mins to get to the field...i was tackled and brought to the ground and i heard 'cme on adik, bngun'.....wah seh,i luk up and there she was.....at tat point of time i dun really care about my ankle xcept tat my spirit was lik really rising up high and i was lik sooo the smgat to play aftr seeing her....tts hw much she meant to me...she's my fan,my b.fren and of course the BEST MUM IN THE WORLD!!! HEART U LOTZ MAMA!!! get well soon tauuu....:)

reunion.....020907

2007-09-02T09:13:00.000-07:00

weee!..had a great time wit da berts at kak lah's wedding....hehe...still cnt forget wt mummy's mum compliment me...de ke her mum saes my face cam marina yusof??! tak dpt la seyy....hahah!!! she's way mre jambuuu den me...bt im cuter...haha!! mummy saes im getting mre and mre skinny....hehee...is it?? i duno.....(",) long time nvr met em wah masing2 da 'grow' sey...especially my larling tuhh...hehe..takpe la..as long as ur hapi wit ur life, alhamdulilah.....the rest was lik the same laa...the usual em....hee...daddy da mcm bapak2 sehh....whn's mummy and ur turn?? hehehe......mesti cnfrm cute la koranggg.....haha!!!

head dwn to town aftr tat..shop sme stuffz...hee....den made my way hme...had a great time...thnx ya my dear...even the rain has stopped whn im done wit my shopping...hehe..paham2 je la....macheh ehk teman....bt u oso shop smethin kan...gd 4 u...smilin al the way....:)

gosh....it jz arrived yest....haizz.....i wan it i wan it......:(

nx wk gona be a short week....as in my traings....hmm....gona flyyy......to jb...haha!! cam jauh nah gitukkk.....hahaha!! mit my granny..yihhaa!! miss her lotz :( hmm...im gona mis smeone(s) here....:( takpela..one day jekk....so no big deal...wakakaka!! aite laaa...im running out of words......jz excited its september oredi..weeee!! ramadhan is cumin....:) gonna trim dwn and i'll resembles jz lik olive oyl...hahaha!!!

till ma next post.........da da.................

290807

2007-08-29T00:03:00.000-07:00

im jz too tired....sick and tired of all these.....u jz duno hw to mke me feel beta....bt its all ovr nw....thnx for EVERYTHIN......

enuf of all tat stupid shit...i dun even wana touch on it....yest was kinda weird cz we got traing on tue...brought forward cz on mon i had a date wit ustaz aqiil hayy....heee....ehem2.....terpegun gue....was stunned and speechless whn i heard him selawatt....:)

i duno hw,wat,whn it happen..was really feelin dwn and jz felt lik gng hme...was walkin frm hall 6 onwards..heard zikir and bacaan surah2 whn im lik at hall 4..the syarahan and marhaban thingy was at hall 2...as soon as i enter the hall,my heart and my mind was really blank and i really felt so tenangg...really...nothin was in my head and all i noe is tat i wanted to find a place and sit dwn..even though i dun bring anything to recite....my eyes were lik so watery whn they were reciting doa's for the ones who had gone and for both our parents..really felt it inside........i tink i saw her....my late religious teacher, frm far...bt den whn i strt to blink my eyes again,she's gone..............:( mayb she's dere tats y i really felt it.....i really2 miss her alot and sad to sae,till now i cnt accept that she's gone.....i jz duno y.....jz felt lik i jz met her yest...playin arnd at her hse instead of reciting the quran,ate her keropok at her table without her knowing,play with her fishes......if it wld nt hve been her guidance all tiz while,i wld not hve qatam.....gosh....i jz miss all tat.......:( til nw whn my parents reminds smethin bout her to me,i'll feel tat 'ya allah,dia da takde'..........tts y i bring her everywhr i go...:) smoga roh nek mas ditempatkan di tempat org yg beriman...AMIN........sob sob sob.........:(

i dun feel lik updating mre...til ma next post.........

260807

2007-08-26T02:39:00.000-07:00

hols....weee.......here i come....haha!!! at last...my looooonggg hols has cme......aiya but 2 months onli..aftr tat all the headaches will strt to crawl back into my brain....haizzzz.....bt nvm la....mz njoy the hols for the time being...hehehe....i stil hvent made up my mind whether to work or nt...haha!!

well....the ppr was alrite laa..i jz hope i pass though..hee....guez my grades tiz sem will flop i guez....haizzz....jz keep my fingers crossin laa.....

soccer is as usual....njoyin my dayz with my loved ones.....of course my kratingz...who else....they r lik my 2nd family....lurp u all la! muakkkzz!! yest game was kinda emotional....really felt special yest....the strange thing is tat,lightning was lik striking but den it doesnt even rains aftr tat....mayb she's dere yest...we'll nvr noe.............

thnx to the ones tat support us....macheh ehk.....appreciate it soo much...cygg u all oso....:)

to my dear wrapper.....thnx ya for the flower...gosh...tts so sweeeet of u......til nw the flower is stil 'alive'....heee.....nah...u were right though..mayb ppl might tink tat its just a flower...but it means alot to me....nw i understnds....thnx aite my dear! muakzz!!

look at hw the flower has grew...i'll keep it as long as it's growing...jz lik our frenshipp...:)

aftr game head dwn to costa sands...baduk dwn dere...hehehe...was quite full laa...hehe....until sme1's parents won the sweet game.....rite kratingz?? hehehe....had alot of fun though....especially shah,kakak,cucu and beck...ohh..minah dangdut ehk korang2...haha!! lagi2 kakak....wah3....at first taknk gi kan....end up dia yg lebih2...hahah!! jz glad to c u smile laa...if nt monyok jekk....buruk weiii...haha! bluekk!!

aite laa..till ma next postt..........olive dead bored at hme...any1 wana entertain me??? heeeee....pe baranggg.....wakakaka!!!!

enDuring tiZ wK.....

2007-08-21T07:40:00.000-07:00

yihaaa!!! here olive cmes again....hehehee.....crap2....jz a bit bored...so understnd understood laaa.....

last wk was kinda hard for me....had to finish my character animationby fri...bt den smethin happen on thur nite...was happily dng my animation whn my lappy suddenly hang! wth laa...i was lik panicked lor cz i hvent save a thing! wah sehh.....:( really felt lik cryingg.......:( haizz....smsed my lecturer to tell him tat i cnt pass up the work by fri...and luckily he understnd.....so the whole weekend i worked on my animation...hmm....lucky got no game for tat week..tt's the 'hikmah' i guez....for pesta sukan oso we didnt participate..stupid management,stupid club and stupid u all who care to tok and sae we got no guts to join...sap ah korangg...! duno story dun anyhw...y bother to even tke note of whether we r in for the tournament or nt? sal? takut we can beat u guyz dwn is it?? haha!! sudah laa...budak kecik le korangg nihhh....come on people...GROW UP for god's sake!! u all really got nothin beta to go arnd and tell people huh...gasak laa...paparazzi gona quit their job soon i guez...hahaha!!

we have not lost our pride...besides YOU ALL tat said tat is losing ur dignity and pride...i duno whn tiz stupid kids story will endd....bt pape punn...go ahead laa u all wit wt u all wana sae...HE sees and noes everythin.....go ahead and get ur sins multipled!....hahahaha!!!

should i work or shld i jz slack at hme and do NOTHING??hmm..if i work,i wun hve enuf time to rest...and if i dun den i'll be dead bored mann!! had a tok wit my ma jz nw...she told me if im werkin den im gona get a car soon...bt if nt,den its hard for me laa....haizzz....i really dunoo.......:( hw lei...any1 ?? any suggestions or ans to it????

gona have my paper tiz fri bt i hvent study anitin yett....mati la gue....hehehe....nvm2..gona finish update soon den gona do my notes....cn at least revise in the train tomo...:) so till ma next post k....gota do my notes........tata..................................

heart YOU many2...hee

2007-08-11T23:07:00.000-07:00

hmm..heiya!!! gosh....its been quite sme time la i update...sooooo bz completing my assignments....im suppose to redo my animation but end up updating my blog...hee...so for those who are my frequent blog hoppers,my close frenz,my family and of course to the BUSYBODIES out dere tat stil wana noe wts gng on n stuffz....so yaa....here it goes laaa....

nothin much really happen....xcept tat im sooo stressed up wit my assignments..hols jz started bt i gotta redo my animation...hmm...and stil got my 3CA to be completed.....haizzz......nvm2...do it slowly....jz tiz wk to endure...insyallah.....i can do it....nokotta!!!! heee ;)

for the league,we've been dng pretty well without all the KKS ppl....although we lost,we r happi....mayb u guyz out dere are happi tat we lost,haha....we r even mre happier to play without u all....at least we fight till the end..nt lik u all, jz tokin only..no action..bluek ahh!!! lose and win doesnt even matter to us now....its our spirit together that brought us, 'the sore losers' to life.....we r still gng strong as a team and will go all the way right my kratingz?!! NOKOTTTA!!!!!

having to noe u in my life has made my life mre happier than b4...thnx for being dere for me and yaa...heart u many2 yaa!!

aiyoo...sounds so jiwannggg....haha!! up to u ppl to tink wt u all want laa....pape pun,i noe,u noe,she noes,every1 dunno!! wakakakakakka!!!

aite laa....gotta get bck to my animatn....get it done fast den cn relax abit.....haizzzzz........

shackkkkk............:(

2007-07-30T08:52:00.000-07:00

haizz.z...i cnt stop sighing laa...duno y....skul werk..gona endure for next few weeks and wee! im free..my animations..arghhhh....duno hw to end tat moon walk thingy....haizz....i mz strt on my dialogue animation oredi but yet...haizzz :( its ok laa....slowly...right now...i dun even hve the mood to do anitin....even starin at tiz stupid lappy mkes me sick....i jz duno y ah...is it tellin me smethin bout myself?? i jz dun feel good...mayb wt tat sme1 said is true...'gi mati ah...org takde pape..gi ah'...wah seyy...remuk sia hati nihh...but nk uat cm ne knn..to u its a joke..but who noes in days to come..we'll nvr noe...jgn menyesal sudahh org da takde....bluek! haizz...my breathing nearly came to a stop...hehe...no la..i mean kinda senakk la...during traingg...aftr kena oredi,sit one side diam2...hehe....old injury laa....nvm laa...insyallah still surviving for the league no matter watt....we'll fite till the end insyallah!!!

nwae jz now did my storyboard presentatn.....kinda ok laa...cikgu and the claz had a gd laugh at it..they sae its kinda cutee...ehehhe....felt so gladd laa..i mean nt bad after all..i tot my drawings sucks..but others were lik more sucker lor....hehe...alhamdulilahh...at least mine was alright laa..cikgu saes its a gd attempt though..cz stoyboard are hard to do....easier said den done...hehe....

im feelin so weak rite nw...mayb ovrwork myself....hw i wishedi cn jz take a trip wit my bloved kratingz, fly far2...njoy ourselves dere,relieve our stress....haizz....insyallah...will mke it happen one day.....takleh jauh2...jb pun jadik laa..wakakak!! at least travel...kn? heheheheh.....aite laa..i duno wana do my work or nt..no mood laa...till my next post den......c yaaa..........

at Lastt......!

2007-07-24T07:46:00.000-07:00

pheww......nw den i got the time to update..hve been doing my storyboard for the past 4 days....gosh....been struggling.....aiyo..bt nvm laa...still manage to finish it btw...wee! thnx to you ya....macheh la manyak2 tolong me draw and layan me mlm2...wakakak!! owe u one k sweetie?? hee...

hve been nt well these past few dayz...mayb i overwork myself i guez...haizz...jz cnt get enuf rest for myself....:( wt to do....skul werk will nvr end.....but its ok laa...no use complaining about it cz i worked so hard to get till here..wun giv up tat easily though...hee....cheh2...soo the smangatt.....

well,jz nw went imm wit my parents to settle my looongg awaited bill...all settled..but dere goes all my savingss....no nike specs i guez....sob sob......i really wan tat specs.....:( any1 wana sponsor?? haha!! gona get myself a new hp soon i guez...i hope laa....the scroll button of my current hp is really giving me probs...keep on scrolling without even me pressing anitin..cool huh....hehehe! cannot find tat kinda effect in any other phone though...so care to trade any1? wakakaka!!

time really flies so fast whn ur wit ur loved ones...you are being missed ya by ur one n only ehem2...wakaka..olive wani!! hahaha!!!

gotta get bck to my animation...hmm...draw again..so siann...until my hand gets cramp easily...hee...aite den....till ma next post...(i wonder whn will tat be).....hee...:)

riDicuLous faCts....

2007-07-18T09:16:00.001-07:00

hmm....actually i got nothin much to update..its jz tat i really cnt do my test jz nw..im doomed! really..gona F**L it i guez...haizzz....lucky 20% only..but still it counts....haizzz...i cnt really cncntrate to study yest...i duno y....nothing goes inside inside my brain....i tink its overloaded mayb....i noe my dear...32 mb only...but cnt help it laa....hmmm......mz help me buy external disk k? 120 GB maybe? or more? hee....had a longgggggg day at skul today as usual..hate wed....9-6...haizzz....traing was fun...hmm...interesting laa....can really see our style of play...beautiful soccer...wakakaka!! we did fitness and haizz...sad to sae terpelecuk lakk gue....haiyo..the ground was not tat stable laa..rocks here and there, hidden under the patchy grasses....:(

head hme aftr tat...wash up and everythin...read today's paper...jz wana share it with u all....hmm....ridiculous facts given by an unreasonable 'couple'.....this story goes out to those yg sesame jenis ngan diorangg....wakakaka!! get the FACTS rite man!! aiyo....tryin to prove smethin but the fact is tat, nothing can be proved...wtever it is, BENAR TETAP BENAR......u cnt deny it.....hee...read it...abit kekek laa....haizzz....dunia2.....wakakakakaka!! mcm2 hal....njoys baces k kawans2....hee...

phew! lucky me...stupid van!

2007-07-17T01:33:00.000-07:00

hmm...had a great weekend..of course wit my kratingz, my loved ones.....celebrated beck's b.day...was kinda lemau at first bt turns our quite havoc at nite...wakakak!! had our lunch at town den walk2....head to west coast to bowl...haha!! i tink the kratingz gave up on askin me to join em play bowling...pe taknyer,nearly every1 pleaded to me...but duno laa..haizzz...jz dun wana playy...bt den b.day gerl nyer pasal,gamble je ahhh....kijangg and the chief were the first one to strt....concidentally 3 were wearing white and 3 were wearing black..of course the red one alone laa...haha!! we miss mar laa tat day...so rugi she cnt join us...takpe2 mar..nx outing,K Box k? kakak pun tak sabar2 tu nak pii...kesian dia on sun takleh pii..cz kinda ex pt town nyer...hehhe....lepakz at c.bean..jz to cut the cake n ya, SABO the b.day gerl...haha...rabak kene..wakakaka!!! u tink u wear tat baju we cnt sabo u? well....tettt!! u got it wrong my dear...ambik kamuuu....alaa..takpelaa..kotot2 unde org lapkn kn....hmm...de lakk yg tak bis2 mintak kene suap by b.day gerl...hahah! u noe who u r ehk....so cheeky.....bluek!

yest felt soo hard to wake up...hehe..lazy to go pp3..jz went for my ued claz at 2...claz was so damn boring lor...haizzz..revising for the upcoming understndng test...so sianz.....was suppose to end at 6...bt den we all kept pestering tat agus...so i guez he's also tired in tokin for tat dayy...if not he'l go on and on without even stopping...! goshh....so the irritatingg.....its worst than mothers nagging at ya...haha!! went to traing straight aftr tat.....:)

tiz morn woke up felt lik as if smethin's gona happen..i really dun feel gd whn i woke up...hate tat feelingg..so creepy....sooo the tak sedap la my hati....as usual ride my baby to skul....it was lik so sunny whn i went out but got so dark whn i was reaching the sunset wayy....it was lik drizzling heavily oredi..den heavy downpour! aiyooo...i tot i wana rempit all the way to skul la cz sunset way is jz nearby my skul...den at the army area dere,quite jam laa...i was lik riding slowly, then tiz stupid white van just jammed break! i was so nearrrrr to banging the rear of the van.....den i heard "*&^&*" ...i was lik ' huh? i didnt even hit it,hw cme got bang one?" den came out tiz stupid uncle wit a stupid umbrella lukin at his van and my bike...behind vehicles was lik horning ... den i jz show him tat pan face and sae 'eh halo,nothin la...faster la,raining lei! "..den he quicky nod den went inside his van...wtf ah! stil hve the cheek to go out..imagine it was lik raining heavily,wit me drenched wet,in the middle of the lane,shouting to him..wakakaka!! dun tink lady riders are easy to be taken off huh....i was lucky i brake in time...if not,i'd hve flung forward....more better than superman i guez..wakakaka!! was soaked wit the rain water..but funny lei,whn i reach skul,its lik not even raining..jz a slight drizzling....was soooo cold whn i enter inside the labb...gosh...i was lik shivering for the 4 hrs tat i had inside the labb...the sweater jz dun felt anitin whn i wore it...brrrrrr..........:( im jz lucky nothin happen to me....n i tink tts the thing tat mkes me felt strange whn i woke up tiz morn....i hate it....everytimei felt tat way,smethin might jz happen....n the scary part is tat i duno when and whr....haizzzzz.......wanted to fast yest..but tiz stupid sickness of mine.....jahat seyy.....nvm laa...wt cn i do.....im jz not allowed to fast at the moment............but the niat is dere...heee........................

060707-080706

2007-07-09T02:23:00.000-07:00

yihaa!!! had a GREAT GREAT time wit my team mates at chalet frm fri nite til sun.....gosh....im so xcited and hapi till i duno whr to start...even though my skul works are nt done yet bt stil i really enjoy every single seconds of it wit my kratingz...the rest were dere arnd 10 plus...guez i reachd dere arnd 12..was lik late laa...star karat la katekn..wakakak!! no laa..waited for my dad cz he ref game at arnd 6 plus...den he reached hme arnd 8 plus...so ya..tat was the first time i get to drive!! muahahah!! but was so pissed off la cz the car came late...i waited frm 6 plus till arnd 7.45..den i saw the cute blue car..haiyaa....imagine me alone have to run up n dwn ..cz i was bakin the marble cake tat cucu requested...hmmm....:) den made my way to pasir ris..wah seyy..first time driving jek til pasir ris...hehehe...i really enjoy bringin my family arnd la..tts my niat since last time....raye leh ah convoy and i shall have my beloved nenek to sit bside me...yihaa!!

reach dere oredi..was quite blur laa cz da mcm uma sendiri..cn park the car just outside the bungalow...zappp...da mcm uma sendiri...hehe...but for 3 days je me wit tat car...:( mon hve to giv back..nvm laa...de rezeki leh sewa gikk...hee...every1 was lik relaxing n stuffz..i aru smpai...lemau seyy...den found out my mum forgot the chickens and prawns for bbq on sat...wah seyy! bo pien ah hve to go bck my hse...wah seyy..pasir ris bck to toh guan...haizzz :( tat is lik so 'near'.......hee....first nite was kinda ok..jz tok and watch movies wit em..hehe....slept arnd 4...

so hard to wake up the next day...hate to slp below..not enuf bed...:( lucky gt sme1 to slp wit me..haha!! brought my olive pillow...had to share smemre...aiyo...bt i dun mind la :) woke up my back was lik so damn pain laa...i tink so long hvent sleep on a matress...tts y laa...hehe...smemre it was lik rainin outside...damn syiokk ah! hehe..until tat sme1 gave up on waking me up..haha!! actually had to strt our endurance run at arnd 1015...bt due to the wheather,we drag it till arnd 12 plus...we jog our way to pasir ris park...along the way we didnt even felt tired lor..seriouslyy...was having fun smemre...n im really proud of u all la my kratingz!! until we nearly get chased by 2 doggies...haha!! tu laa...step nk masuk tempat larangan...hehe...tengok la sape yg lead...wakakaka!! tol ya tempat tu tak leh masuk....hehe....aftr the run we did sme fun activity on the beach...haha...kekek ah u all..hehe...lucky i nvr fall down inside the sea..wakakak...c the partner laa...sempoi jekk...;) pe barang mau jatuh2 dlm laut nihh semue....hee...aftr tat went to jump into the swimming pool...wah seyy...so fun seyy..den all of us sat inside the jacuzzi...imagine arnd 11 of us inside the jacuzzi..kecohh seyy....n for the first time i had to sing infrnt of em...wah seyy..so the MALU lor....tu la...wana play truth or dare smemre..actually wanted to dance instead..bt den dey really wana hear my voice..wah seyy..pe daa u all...mke me blush onliii...hee...aftr sitting in the jacuzzi,only the handicaps stays...ehehehe..oppss...the rest were in the pool...sme were swimming,sme were walking in the pool...smew were floating while holding on to the side..haha...really enjoyed drowning my adeq..hee...noti ehk..terjun sane sinii...the part that i cnt forget whn i hold adeq's hand and help her float..den came this romantic songg..haha! kekek seyyy...wakakkakak!! cute la u deq...luv u lotz...every1 was lik njoyin theirselves nt realisin the time..its lik 7.45 n we r stil in the pool...gona hve bbq bt nothin is prepared yett...so i tol em to move their ass off the pool...hee..pity my mum hve to prepare the bbq stuffz....sori eh ma :(

everyone wash up den started the bbq after a doa by my bro..cz it was my mummy's b.day...hope she had a great time...:) aftr tat we were lik hving fun bbqing and juggling ball at the same time..hee....was really full la tat nite...alot of wings and prawns inside the stomach..hehe....den had a loooooooonggg talk wit kratingz and the coach....bt i was lik stoning at arnd 4 plus....cannot tahan oredi..cz i ate the flu medicine..hee....was super drowsy and sleepy....we ended the tok arnd 5...it was a very touching moment for sme of us....it was lik 'raining' inside the room...haizzz....aftr the tok,we made our way bck to our rooms...den pack sme stuffz so that the next day we wun rush things...cz gona check out arnd 10...wah seyy..i stil hve to wake up arnd 7 to send my dad to mrt...haizz...slept arnd 5 lik tat...2 hrs of slp onli...kakak woke me up...hee...i was so sleepy and all i saw was her face and she herself sitin on the bed facing me and telling me 'bangun tau,nanti coach marah'...hehehe...pity nita she oso tersadar....sowi k dear...hehe...aftr sending my dad,went to cont sleeping...hee...woke up arnd 9 pluss..haiyaa...so fast last day oredi..shld mke it one wk..den it'd be more fun i guez..for sure..hee...

bt nwae,to my kratingz,i really had a great time w u all...really lukin forward to our krating anni....hmm...cnfrm gerek nyer..i jz hope u all wil stay and we shall work hard for the league aite..IF i get to play aite....if im nt playin pun,u all shall play for me aite...hee :)

well..nw its back to skul..i hvent complete ALOT of assignments and was suppose to do sme of it during the chalet..did jz abit laa....nvm laa...asalkn i njoy mysep and relieve stress frm my skul werk......gona cncntrate on my car modelling tiz wk..really hope i cn complete itt....:( guez tts wat i wana share wit u all....its really a great weekend i had...better than last time..ever! muahahahaha!!!

boRedoM......stuPid fLu,siCk mE......:(

2007-07-03T08:36:00.000-07:00

got nothin better to do.....had my fav choc during ued claz..shared it wit my group mates....i wonder y i luv twirl so much...cz its jz plain dairy milk..mayb bcz of the flakes...jz LUV itt....duno y......heee......ued was as usual..bowingg....wt do u expect...tat agus and his long winded explainations..i cn go crazy inside the clazz listening to him...so loud and irritating lor....bluek!

skul is boringg n stressful...ALOT to be done...yet i hvent even started any of em....lik wth laa....haizzz.....nvm laa..slowly laa...woudlnt wana stress mysep againn...chill2....i jz need a long trip awayyyy frm all tiz......skul,soccer,everitin........cn i???? arghhhhhh.....................:( i really duno wt to update...nothin much hppned..traing hve been fun den ever....hehee....gotta use the field....haha! sawan seyy....! heee.....the grass ah...lik lalang tauuu..so the pnjangg....hehehe..gatal kaki guee....hehehe....ended traing early den headed straight hme....as usual cont my werk......:( was hving fluu...haizzz....gona get sick soon i guez....too much thinking kott....hate tiz kinda flu..it'll affect my breathing..so the susah wana breath in....wana slp oso cannot slp in peace......:( n nw its still bugging me......the feeling sitting inside the claz frm 9-6 in an aircon room,hving fluu...tts terriblee....aite laa....nothin more to sae......till ma next posttt.......olive signin offf................

i leave it all to HIM.......

2007-06-23T23:42:00.000-07:00

wt a term break for me.....im nt complaning,regrettin wt is happening...bt jz redha and im sure there's a reason behind everythin tat has happened.....to u all,we all are liars la,backstabbers la,two-faced ppl la..lagii2?? gasak korangg laa...i dun giv a damn bout all tat...crite kecik leh jadik besar cm nii...if i sae u all small kids,nanti marah lakk..bt tats the fact la..u all are the same as the kids in the kindergarten or worst still,the kids are more matured than u all...hee...

i jz duno wts ur motive of knowing who am i wit,am i attached to her,wtsoevr..wt for? wt u all get?? gosh...for once i felt like a famous star or smethin...wakaka!! nk investigate?? wuhoo..ATUT2.....go ahead la..there's nothin tat u wana investigate nwae...bagus la..BESAR nanti gaji kn n ya,the police officers can hve their time off...bluek! to tink back again,its jz a kid story...if u wana sae bout ur pride and stuffz,u woudnt hve done all those stuffz to ur so called 'daddy'...wt u n her did is nothin compared to wt u did wit him...tats where ur pride and harga diri has gone...jz cnt accept tat she leave u jz lik tat knn...cme on la...learn to accept the fact..u cnt even marry her...so y r u behaving lik tiz...guez ur NEW to tiz kinda environment gaknyer...JAKUNIS..wakaka....u noe she's so slenge..she'll agree to antin tats being said whn she's being pushed..n i hve to play along wit the game wherelse me myself is nt involved..tried explainin it to u bt u wun believe it den nvm laa...no use...ppl wana tok,u oso sibuk wana butt in...hve u heard of tiz sayin? 'BRANI KERANA BENAR'.....those who cried are owayz the ones who tells lies and afraid tat ppl will noes bout it...u cn tarik the whole team,by all means....kate je 'aku je nk belah,korang jgn ikut aku,korang nk stay,korang stay'....wt bullshit is tat?? takpe2...DIA tu maha melihatt....we will still go on without u all...takde korang,we'll still survive..........no matter wat,we'll fight till the end......lose or win does not matter....its the pride tats in line....-tiz is wt its called PRIDE....nt the one ur referrin to....get it? gd...den store it inside ur bloody brain....if u dun get it,go bck to pri skul and study the meaning the of PRIDE......

to the person tat once called me ur bubblegum....haizz....im really dissapointed by ur reactions..if u tol me it takes u 1 yr to trust me..bt den it jz takes u arnd hw many MONTHS to trust her oso....cnt u jz nilaikan kite dua...tt is so unfair??is it so difficult?? is it tat easy to analyse her rather than me....for me,lagi lame it tkes for sme1 to faham tat fren's character,lagi lame diorang akan kawan....bt i guez nt......i really appreciate u in my life and i hate it to end tiz wayy..mayb im nt tat fren ur lukin for i guez aftr wt i did tried to help...remuk hati ni tauu...tuhan je yg tauu...u ask sme1 to pas to me sayin tat me n u oso no more between us...pe seyy...rmmbr those times whn i first met u...really nvr thought u've grown to become such a good player though...tanks again for all those things tat u did to me and my family.....thx for everythin buddy......

i hate to be the evil one here..bt i hve to..cz u involve my family into it....da la balak hanyut....or babi bulatt?? wakakaka!! i jz duno which one to kol ya..cz both names suits u !! haha!! beruang sounds more cuter and smemre beruang tak dilakhnat oleh allah...wherelse babi la binatang yg JIJIK & LAKHNAT DI SISI ALLAH swt......u duno anythin,jgn anyhw sae aite...im really glad u hve to GO cz i dun even noe whn we even sign u up in the team...haha! bluek!! eww...malu nyerr......hahaha!!! cnt stop laughin.....wakakaka!!! jz rmmbr who yg susah payah get for u tat shirt and place for u to go and watch teh brunei game la ehk...si pemBUSTARD ni gakk kn...if tats wt u kol me...for ur info,the person tat u tol ppl arnd tat he's comdeming u,org tu laa yg susah payah bayar ur baju for u to wear on tat day...penah ke dia mintak ask u pay bck?? did he??!! tu pun susah sngat ke nk pikirr??? so jgn ikut sedap mulut je fucking my family and stuffz..nk kene FUCK sngat,meh sini...face me...one to one..tengok de gentar takk...pe barang bawak org2..tak main ahh...hahaha!!! sedar diri tu sikitt....sebelum kamu disedarkn.....nauzubillahmin zalikk......

to al the kuncu2(s).....i duno wt to sae laa...u all are old enuf to think bt den korang pun ikut jejak diorang gakk....im nt sayin im the angel side bt den ppl mkes mistakes..learn hw to forgive them..im sure u all pun pernah uat mistakes in ur life...sedangkn nabi ampunkan umat nyer..inikan pula kite...hamba nye yg sungguh kerdil di sisinya....kalau tak paham pepatah nih,gi tanye mak bapak korangg...im sure they noes....now i noe who really wana play soccer and who are keen to add more fire to the probs tat we oredy had....wit thiz experience oso,i noe who's my real frenz and who's my 'plastic' frenz....u all wana do wt,go ahead laa...for us,kite da malas nk layan cite budak2 kecik nihh.....korang nk drag,go ahead laa...kate budak2 kecik la kateknn....frenz cme and go in ur life....so i dun tink i wana put u guyz in one my history books...cz i noe u all are not tat worth to tink bout or be regretful for....insyallah....there's a reasin behind all this tat happens....i believe in tat..mesti de hikmahnyer.....let HIM guide us to the right path..........

a frustrating yet a fun day wit my kratingzz.....

2007-06-03T01:22:00.000-07:00

sori havent been updating my blogg...bt to those who tag,thnx alot yaa....keep tagging! :)

went to watch brunei vs tamp at tamp stadium....so fun....hehe....went out to mit lea b4 tat....long time nvr see her...bt too bad nanny is nt dere wit us....haizz....nx time try to mke it k nanny...its nt easy to get the 4 of us together seyy....:( u owe us one ahh...:( met lea,go eat at marina sq,my usual hangout plc...nyum2...hehe...den went for our dessert at anderson...fuhh...fav seyy! BELGIAN CHOC CHIP.....arghh!!! im craving for it nw....:( stupid waitresses...we ordered first bt den the couple tat cme later than us got served first...wth laa....we confronted em n sempoi jek the waitress cme bck n sae 'sori ah,cn i tke ur order again? i tink i misplaced ur order'...walao!! u all shld noe hw we felt at tat point of time...totally pissed off lor!! we had to wait for half an hour to get our ice creams to be served...

haizz....we knew we gonna be late to mit kratingz at j.e...hehe..lucky my parents tk bising...its owayz lik tat...time flies so fast whn ur having fun wit ur loved ones.....took the coach to tamp and mit the rest of the kratingz dere...alot of ppl seyy....all wearing the VONDA red jersey...semangat brunei!! wakaka!! the game was a tough one...till the very last min whn tamp manage to score...i cnt rmmbr who scored the goal bt den all i rmmbered was he came frm the blind side....was distracted by G-E-L-E-K....u noe wt i mean eh kratingz...haha!! so lemau seyy....heheh....

aftr the match stayed up for a while..kecoh tul my cucu n the rest wana tke pics...haiyaa..my one no need to go,he cme to me...wakaka...haji shubi....wani....swit kn?? wakaka!!

yest haiz...we didnt mke it to the top 8 of the president challenge...wah sey..organizer cock up sia....hw cn determine who wins the match by juz kicking penalties?? so merepek rite?? we shld hve protest and played wit EB-Sports B again ahh....win by penalties is just nt fair...unless we played for full 10 mins withour scoring den having penalties is aceptable...rite ppl? haizz....hmm nvm laa...hard luck laa...before kicking the penalty,was distracted by tat shortie ref samad...wth laa!! so damn IRRITATING!! hw i wish i cn jz rembat himm....wah seyy....really seyy..cnt tke it anymre..tts y i was so pissed off aftr the ball hit the post....c la...traing too much of the pole challenge i guez...(hmm..sounds so wrong)...hee....tkpe laa...my bro was aite la aftr i tol him the news...he was proud at me though for playin my best cz shidah was nt dere...really felt lost gakk bt den tol myself im gona do it for her and my bro laa...ive nvr played behind and commanding people frm the back...hehe...nw i noe hw she felt....gerek gak...head the balls...wah seyy....shiok ahh...hehe.....aftr the tournamnt,really got no mood to go anywhr..bt den my kratingz wanted to go hve dinner...hmm..pakse diri je laa....went to bugis to eat...aiyo..tiz part ah..i duno hw to strt....wah seyy..really kekek sey yest...mar u miss out the fun mann....hehe...abis rahsia gue terbongkar....haha!! aiyo..nita u sygg....wakakaka!! we really had a great time smlm ehk...gotta noe u beta at least....:) u noe i noe,everyone duno...:) wakakaka!! slept at arnd 2 plus yest...hee....:) didnt expect to tok to tat sme1 lik b4...btw,thnx ya..u made my day :)

ok la..i hve to get bck to my animation...till ma next post...chiao!!

ouTing wit KratingZ at sENtoSa.....

2007-05-27T01:01:00.000-07:00

wee!!! cn update my blog laa...check out the announcement on the right aite..for those who knows bout it,wt r u waitin for? find a team n join aite....help me out laa wit my school project....:)

nwae,things were as normal for the past few days.....went to sentosa yest...hee...had a great time wit my kratingz...surprisingly sme1 was dere too...kinda felt awkward and felt tat as if we jz knew each other jz yest...haizz..nvm la..i dun xpect much la...who am i nwae kn.....reach dere quite late cz gotta run sme errands...haizz....sori la ehk tat sme1...org dtg lmbat nk perli2 lakk...bukan sengaje..mmg de errands yg nk kene uatt...met my cucu at harbourfront...reach sentosa bump into my wrapper n linda...ehem2...cnt help it bt to cough...hehehe....den made our way to pahlawan beach..its been such a long time since the last time i went to sentosa....hmm....alot of memories la dwn dere....duno whether its gd or badd...its the tragedy tat hppns to me whn i was lik in pri skul..even though its lik hw many years bck,it still haunts me laa....sowi la kawan2 ku if i nvr terjun to the sea....haha! biar la takut jgn brani ngan laut tuhhh....thnx to my beloved bro for saving my life..if nt tk jumpe la kratingz or worst stil, i'd hve been gone up THERE.....jz nt my time yet i gz....tat tragedy thought me a lesson laa...hehe..mcm ye2 je nk float....haha....tat time was the selenger wani laa...so belo...or am i stil lik tat nw? haha! i duno laa....i hope aftr tiz everythin goes well for me n tat minah tarian..wakaka!! bluek ah! pengecut ehk..lari kape...brani meh ah.....sembunyi konon..hakk tuiikk laa...! wakakaka!!! minah payung sounds mre cuter than minah tarian rite ppl?? heee...;)

reach hme and stay up the whole nite til arnd 4 plus n do my dreamweaver..haizz..lucky my loved ones were dere to teman mee....hee ;) nw stil stuck at hme dng my stuffz....haizz....wah seyy....felt guilty cz i didnt get to mit my lianhua mates la today...miss dem lotz man...nvm la..u all go ahead without me la aite....:(

nwae,here's sme pics tat r taken..tiredness and steamy faces...haha!!.....n cnt deny tat it turns out vewi schweeettt...wakaka!!

NGEE ANN LADIES 5s FUTSAL TOURNAMENT

2007-05-18T10:03:00.000-07:00

im nt gona update my blog for nw...gona put up tiz notice up..so i cn promote abit on my tournament that me n my group mates will be holding...the information are as follows.....:

DATE: 30TH JUNE 2007

VENUE: NGEE ANN CAMPUS

REG FEE: $70 PER TEAM (MAX OF 7 PLAYERS) 1 MALE PLAYER *OPTIONAL* + 6 FEMALES OR 7 FEMALES IN ONE TEAM.

THE TOURNAMENT IS OPEN TO PUBLIC. NO AGE LIMIT.

REGISTRATION FORMS CAN BE OBTAINED FROM ME MYSELF BY CONTACTING ME AT 81695110. ATTRACTIVE PRIZES TO BE WON FOR FIRST TOP FOUR PLACING. ANY QUERIES,CAN EITHER TAG MY BOARD OR SIMPLY CONTACT ME.

**CLOSING DATE OF REGISTRATION : 15 JUNE 2007**

e-LearninG?? nO thnx....

2007-05-09T21:31:00.000-07:00

heiyaa....e-learning wk is kinda tough...hehe..the only gd thing bout it is tat i cn wake up late....tats all..assignments wise..aiyoo...so confusin..instructions nt given correctly...i still prefer gng to skul...:) nwae,last mon's traing was ok laa..didnt hve the mood to train actually...felt soo weak...was hving blood flu....:( gz nw im aite bt the flu is stil dere....i tink my body is hot inside la..get very scared whn im sick..wana noe y?? ask me personally aite...cnt publish it here....btw...traing was ok..played s.soccer....i was really nt concentrating on the game..dunno y..my mind was smewhr else....smewhr up dere mayb....or tinking bout my reports tat i hvent done yet...im lik tat la..if i hvent get my things or hw done,i'll be worried sick......was in a daze whn i play...until at a point of time i bang into mar...she nvr saw me cumin....she accidentally kicked my shin and i fall dwn flat on the court...was sooo damn painful...one thing my whole leg was lik jammed..cnt move it...my bro was soo worried cz he tot its my knee..bt luckily its only my shin...bt it was so damn *tut* pain lor...another thing hurt my elbow ah...last time used to fall and landed on the same elbow which is my right elbow....tat time had to used supporting bandage to support it..cnt bend it...nw i cnt bend my elbow too much...realy felt the impact to the elbow...blood all over...dun feel bad mar...its aite...its nt as if u purposely wana whack me...chill2....im still alive n walkin..haha....de ke she saes im lik cicakman...cz she didnt even saw me cumin..ahaha!! too small is it?? cannot blame me la...i lik to cme frm the blind side...wakakaka!!

nw still got one mre report to be done..hee...gam ba tte!! i cn do it!!wakaka!! i hope my wrapper is dng well..her first paper today....hope she cn do it....go wrapper!! im still stressed up wit wt i wana do for my animations....wth la...anione got any idea??????? tag me la k....haizz..my brain is nt functioning well nwadayz....alot of things on my mind....only god noes...haizz........

* the song 'tiada lagi' jz keeps playin on my mind...is it hinting me smethin.....mayb..i duno........

070507

2007-05-07T00:23:00.000-07:00

tiz wk is my e-learning wk...hehe...bt went to skul arnd 11 plus...suppose to mit my IS group bt turns out to be me,yi xian n si min only turn up...i duno bout ben...hmm...we did sme discussions la...quite excited bout our project though..hee...gotta work hard for it...:) den stay in the lab for a while cz wana mit jambu arnd 1...hee...met her at my blk...poor thing u got flu oso...sowie ya darl..hehe..bt urs is a minor one la rite...compared to mine..still got blood cme out..nvm la..shall be fine...she ah,so lazy wana walk till c1 until she hop on my bike...bt nvm la...nwae dun forget our date 2nite ya darl online :)

reach hme tot wana edit my car in maya..bt den i duno hw to install..hve prob installing it..hehe..gona get help frm kinah later tonight...later as usual got traing...i duno y..felt weird yest....haizz.....as time goes by whn im sick i get sooo scared...its difficult to explain the feeling..only certain people noes.....bt yet tat sme1 doesnt understnd.....wah seyyyy.....hw cn i mke u understnd my feelings huh.....wake up la dey! u've juz left ur fren behind jz lik tat without even thinking of her feelings...arghh..stop it..dun wana tol bout tiz animre.....:(

dun feel lik gng traing today la...no mood....skul stuffz..relationship...frenship...all tiz words mkes my mind goes mad...haha...! i really miz my handsome soo much aftr tat he's gone up there....haizz..miz the time he mke alot of noises in the cage...n i get irritated...hahaha! bt nw no more....:( still got my belo,putih,cedera parah and mummy...LOVE em lotz!!! hehe....ok la...shall update again soon......olive signin off.............

* the song 'tak boleh lupe' frm siti jz mkes me wana smash the mirror in my room into pieces ~

gdbye handsome.........:(

2007-05-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

haizz...no mood to post actually...my baby hndsme pass away tiz evening....u all dun misunderstood me la..its my hamster....no wonder these past few dayz i tend to see alot of dead birds on the road..be it,aftr skul,gng to skul or even gng to traing...haizz..very BAD sign....last time i dun use to believe all tiz...bt aftr wt hppn den i realise its true...i was lik walking wit my aunt whn i saw one dead black eagle...tot it was nothin la..den otw bck saw another one...tat part i dun feel good oredi..bt didnt tell my mum bout it la...whn reach hme,she told me tat my father's side got 2 ppl passed away..i was lik wt?! no wonder i felt smethin wrng whn i saw the dead birds...tat hppns a couple of months ago la.....i was so sad whn i look into the cage n saw hndsme lying dere..i really tot he's sleepin..cz everytime whn i wana giv them food, they will lik jumping la...looking upwards la,tryin to catch my hand...i was surprised cz he's the active one among the 4 remaining ones....haizz...guez his time has come laa...lik wt my mum sae...'da la dik, da mase dia untuk pergi'...my heart really sank la whn i heard those words frm my mum....:(

couldnt believe my eyes whn i read the msg frm tat SME1 sayin tat 'kesian.tkpe gi li baru ah'....wakao! senang nye ckp...U dunno hw much i syg my babies..diorang la tempat me ngadu all my probs...its better tokin to em rather than tokin to human beings....i agree wit wt u sae 'stiap yg hidup mesti mati'...its nt tat i cnt accept takdir or wt...its jz tat i really cnt bear to see them die infnt of me....mcm tkde perasaan lak bebual cm tuh....tau pun yg hidup semue akan mati...jgn ingatorg sihat nari akan sihat selamanye ah..we'll nvr noe whn tat person cn leave us...mayb one day if sme1 tells u tat im gone, u'll reply ' oh ye ke? takziah je la'..is it?? haizz.....pe2 la.....dun wish to tok further....:(

nwae,today woke up quite late cz got no lesson..e-learning IS claz...i tot assignments will be given and pass up tomo or wt...find out tat hve to pass up before 5 pm..wth la!! hvent yet do anitin..den smemre its so difficult to discuss online.....i prefer to mit up and discuss..more better and organized...rather than doing it online..so confusin..giving me headaches....lucky manage to finish all the 5 docs b4 5....haiyo....mon still gotta mit my team mate..wuhoo..cnt wait to discuss our project...gonna be fun man....haha!! u guyz wait till is officially announced here aite?? haha!! ok la..hving a bad flu nw...i tink due to the heavy rain on thur...i go n rempuh the rain wit my bike..hahaha....! was lik shivering cold aftr tat in clazz..heee....serve me rite....wakakka...nvm la...skali skale mandi ujan...hee...nw my nose is lik stuck la...susah nk breathe in...ate medicine oredi...later mate sure steam nye...wee! guez gotta go nw....olive signin off.............

010507

2007-05-01T02:16:00.000-07:00

yihaaa!!! hapi anni to U aite!! didnt noe we cn stay till tiz long....:) hahahaha!!! cayang awk!! hee.....

today's labour day....pity my mum..name je lebour day bt gotta work.....kite yg tk werk ni duduk uma..wkaakka!! btw,jz finish my UED report...haizz...crap all the way..hahah!! tot wana go out today...bt tk jadi le...later gng imm wit my family i guez...i duno..nt sure oso..kinda bored la at hme...any1 noes any1 who cn fix my laptop??? :( really need it urgently.....hmmm....stil got no idea for my animation..any ideas any1?? tag me aite...:)

yest in skul was quite boring la...especiallt tat agus claz..gosh...im lik forcing myself to be awake and listening to wat he's tokin bt jz cnt get anitin into my brain...haha..i tink kinah felt the same too ya...actually i agree wit u la...stress gak seh in the current new claz...i still prefer 1M01...miz my mates....la..kecik,yi xian,BEN,jojo especially...they all made my day man...we really bonded well wit each other...y mz they separate us........:( tul tk kinah?? i oso find the current claz quite boring ah...sooo lemau...al they noe is study study study...n nt having the initiative to tok to one another...wherelse my 1MO1 claz was sooo frenly and tats wt mkes me wana stay wit em...really mis the time wit em......:( haizzz.....wt to do.........:(......:(..........:(

head to traing aftr tat...tot traing strted oredi bt as i walk towards the canteen,still saw them dere..aiyoo....so lemau le...we did 100m..haizz....imagine had along day at skul...frm 11 to 6...den still gotta run...waduh....perit tau....my timin was ok la...compared to tat sme1...break record la pe2 record la..gasak laa...im nt dere to break record or be the best bt jz be myself n do wts told..simple..tat me...no need to boast arnd la wit the talent tat i hve...if for me la...hahah!! bingit2...bt chill je la....aite la...gotta go....gng out 4 awhile....till ma next post......:)

mY tReat wiT KraTingZZ.....

2007-04-28T21:29:00.000-07:00

heya!!! hmm..i bet my kratingz is so damn full yest...haha..treat em to banquet at bugis....tats my niat oredi..told myself wana treat em whn i get my car licence...so dere u are....hopefully korang full giler ehk....bt i noe mas still got slots for dessert kn..haha!! had alot of fun yest....suppose to mit em at 2 bt end up mit em at 3..sowie kratingz....bukan sengaje but i gotta mit my granny first ah...miz her...so ya..sowie ya kratingz!! :( my apologies....bt hey i did treat u all kn...so ok la tu...kekekeke....head to vivo aftr tat...went to look for my lappy stuffz....hve been tryin hard to get the crumpler lappy bag...whr's the next destination ehk...ehehehe....nwae,reach vivo den go walk2...aftr tat bought ice cream wit mas..hehe...kecoh ah si kijang tuh..haha! den went to the rooftop to lepak2 n play arcade..haha! gerek gak..played virtual striker for i duno hw many times...asik nk bis je de challenger...wth la...da kalah je masuk kn token gik..wakakka! until dia giv up...bt den i jz found out tat the person tu budak kecik seyy...pe2 la..janji i win..hahaha!! mit sme1 at vivo...wakakaka! was shocked la leh terserempak dia pt vivo..haha! sme1 jz made my mood sank yest bt aftr terempak wit tat person pt vivo..tibe2 je mood da ok alik...hahahaha!!! had a great time wit kratingz yest...thnx ya korang....u all made my day la...yea2!! bt really miz my wrapper la...she should hve been dere....:( tkpela...we stil got our date ya wrapper?? heee ;)

aite la...gotta do alot of stuffz n printin today....fening2....till ma next post....olive signin off.................

*oh ya,jz sme pics for u all to enjoy...:)

aLhamduLilah i maDe it!!!!

2007-04-25T00:46:00.000-07:00

yihaaa!!!! haluuuu ppl....wah seh...so in gd mood nw...hee...wanna noe y? wana noe ah? haha..no need la...bt nvm la..i'll tell....i pass my tp!!!! yessa!!! alhamdulilah...aftr two attempts.....complete liao..tot wana take 2A la...hehehe...nw cn drive...still cnt believe it ah tat i passed....wakakaka!! thanks to of course HIM for answering my prayers all thiz while...i really wan it so badly cz dun wana trouble my mum anymre...pity her...berkat doa my family and especially my grandparents....they are the ones giving me the support whn i first fail the first time...wah seh..too hapi until duno wt to type...

reach skul late today at 10..lesson strts at 9..bt who cares...haha...i was too hapi until i cried infrnt of my tester..wakakaka....coincidentally it was the same tester tat took me last time...aiyo..he cn still rmmbr me...paiseh2....i tink bcz of my name la...haha....so well..gonna update smemre later aite...nw got lesson actually....bt break time la..so decided to update smethin la.....heee..got traing later...cnt wait to tell my kratingz.....!!!!

fiRsT wk of skuL

2007-04-19T22:39:00.001-07:00

hmmm...first wk of skul jz ended....today is fri...my IS day..quite interesting though...entrepreneur...although it sounds kental nt so far alhamdulilah...the lecturer was quite frenly..new frenz all...gd la..bt lucky sme of my clazmates is dere...pheww..if nt i'll be sooo bored in claz...hee...manage to mit my belo syg at skul jz nw..she drop by my claz...mish her man!! finish claz arnd 12 jz nw..headed hme straight.....tiz wk went to skul only and mon,tue n fri...i was nt well on wed...so gt MC till thur....haizz..namenye granny so tk bis2 sakit...sakit org tua..tkde sape tau......onli HE noes.....*sigh*..............

didnt went to traing on wed...miz my kratingz so dcided to surprise em n gave em smethin to eat aftr traing....cian diorang..aftr traing sure laparr nyee.....head my way to traing ground wit my bonda...hmm...basically tats wt hppn for tiz wk....gz i wun be updatin tat much for nw...skul strted oredi so gona be bz wit my stuffz..will only update whn i free....so u all out dere..jz tag if u hop to my blog aite.....till ma next post....olive signin offf.....................

aWW....u sHoooo sWeeeeeettt.......

2007-04-10T01:10:00.000-07:00

got driving lesson den woke up sooo early in the morn..lesson at 6.55....woke up arnd 6...den vroom2 my way dere...reach dere i was lik wth...i forgot smethin...i forget to tke the money tat my mum left for me to pay the instructor....aiyo....wanted to rempit my way hme bt lucky my atm still alive...haha....lucky i didnt langgar all the poles,trees,kerbs and evritin...haha..was so damn sleepy...smemre my instructor on the radio wit all tiz opera songs....wth la....sooo bored seeyy.....smemre got alot of cars at cck arnd tat time...wah seh....aftr lesson made my way hme hving the tot of gng to my la la land bck....i did....bt my slp was interrupted wil all the stupid kols frm my dad's fren...sibukk ar..bingit seh....he kol was lik 3 to 4 times ....felt so irritated...mayb i shld tke ogie's suggestion into consideration...haha! by pulling off all the wires of anitin tat could bother me...n lastly,off my hp...haha!! den i cn slpin peace.....hahahah!!

had a great time wit sme1 b4 traing..dun wish to mention wt hppn...wakakaka!! *devil me*.....off to traing...was so tired n sleepy..den heard tat we gotta do alot of running and sprintin today..i was lik wt?! ...not today plsss.....we jog 2 rnds den did our own 100m heats...tol my wrapper i was feelin so lemau cz nt enuf slp..she felt the same cz yest was her red cross day...haha...so we plan nt to sprint bt strike only...was suppose to run wit my dad n shidah..whistle was blown so off we went...run run run...i was running and slowed dwn cz my hamstring gave way...i tot my wrapper gonna dash all the way thru bt instead she slowed dwn and waited for me to catch up wit her....oh my...she was sooo sweeet lor....walao..we coudlnt stop smiling to each other aftr tat....hahahha!! thnx wrapper! owe u one :) aftr tat tot finish oredi bt got one last relay run...hehe..was kinda fun though...usually its lik 4*400...bt yest was lik alot*400....hahaha! tiz part ok...cz im a long distance runner..nt really a sprinter..a sprinter whn i was in pri n sec skul times onli...100m was my event..bt nt anymre...da tua la..kekeke...felt gd whn we overtke sme1 ehh....hehe....cool....played futsal aftr tat...sweat lik hell...hehe...bump onto shidah n fell dwn..wah seh..my knee and my right thigh so dammn painn...woke up today feel soo lemau and body aching all ovr...still got np traing later...lucky no nd to train..hehehe...ok la...tats bout it....gotta go wash up den mit shidah at skul.....weather nt so gd bt im still riding la..lazy wana tke bus...so slow...hee....aite...olive signin offf.............................

wtS haPPeninG ??

2007-04-07T01:51:00.001-07:00

sori didnt update the past few dayz..besidesthere's no exciting things tat hppns to me..xcept for sme stupid misuderstndng wit a FREN of mine.....malas nk tok bout tiz.....gasak ah......biar la....

nwae,fell dwn frm my bike on thur..haizz..duno la wts hppening to me..lucky there's no cars comin in....fell on my right side .. right side mirror slightly broken den abit loose...wth la...backside abit pain..blue black smemre...:( my elbow hurts seyy -- it took me 5 mins to get up..heee...my head hit the ground..quite an impact la..lucky got my cute helmet attached to my head...hee...scratches here n dere at my bike..sori baby..was careless la...haizz....:(

went out kratingz yest...my grandoter plan the outing..pity lak heard she wana go play badminton..as usual my gandoter ni abit smngat...heeehe...was at my aunt plc on thur nite..slept dere....cz my granny is dere...mish her soo much la...gotta slp wit her...yipee...suppose to mit kratingz at 3..bt end up mitin dem at 4...hehe..cnt bear to leave my granny....:( sori my dear kratingz...:( so met dem at tamp sports hall...play badminto wit em...was kinda fun la...hehehe..so long nvr play badminton...kekek la my kratingz...linda n dil was the last vip to arrive..wakakaka...namira tu asik hit the wind onli...wakakaka....linda kite mmg exhibition match je la ehk...tkyah nk lompat2 mcm org tuh...wakaka....;) aftr tat head dwn to bedok go play s.soccer wit wana and grandoter's fwenz...nta la..my mood trus swing tat time..duno y...felt lik gng hme pun de...bt did njoy myself playing la..manage to OLE tat blue shirt guy...hahaha! senyap kamu....wakakakak!! went to mamam aftr tat den head hme straight.....hmm...later gng mit my pri skul mates...mish dem man...usually i'll be the one mia...hehe...bt today gotta mit dem..gerek ah...hilang sikit rase boring ni.....at least de gak org yg ajak kua....heee....tomo gng zul's pit of im nt wrng...c hw la..insyallah la...my wrapper is gng though...yey! hehe...mit my kratingz gik ecok....tkpela..nanti da strt skul lagik susah nk mit diorang except for traing je....so mz enjoy myself puas2....hehehehe....aite la gtg..nk siap....takin cre aite u all.....olive signin off...........

really love the song 'harapan' by fazli zainal for nw........

270307

2007-03-27T00:10:00.000-07:00

today is my loooooooooooong LOST cousin's b.day......hapi b.day gerl....whn r u cumin bck.......haizzz..we all miz ya and shahira! :)

btw,evrytin was lik ok for me la...past few weeks felt nt ok la...gonna be sick soon i guez...too much of thinking i guez...i cnt easily forget wt has hppn cz we r kinda close...bt y in the first plc u lied to me....cn tell the truth straight pe...brani buat brani tanggung la babe.....tkyah nk beat arnd the bush la..say ur bz wit ur stuffz la,need time alone la..tats all bullshit! i HATE it whn people lie at me and in the end it turns out to be a stupid reason...nvm2...ALLAH tu maha adil...HE'll noe which one is best for me....cz i owayz seek help frm HIM.....biar la...guez ur hapi nw....i jz pray tat u'll be hapi wit whoevr ur wit nw n dun forget ur roots je la eh.....it tkes time la to accpet who u r nw.....i noe its kinda difficult and too sudden for me bt wt to do....redha je la....i still got my family wit me...yesssa!!!

hmm...skul is strtin soon n ya..everytin will get bck to normal..infact im ok nw....if last time i get much more worst den diz i cn tke it,y nt nw....its ok...buat la eh pe korang nk..im still standing here and still STRONG....yea2....it'll be the other way round one day huh...we'll jz see....wakakakakakka!!!

ok la...enuf of all tiz shit...mkes me wana puke....(haha fana...u owayz do tat whn i sae tat sme1's name rite).....let it be la...i'll jz cont wit my own life as usual....nwae,received msg frm my sec skul yest..told me bout smetin..haha...jz at the right time seh...mcm tau je im nt ok n ur dere....gosh....mmg fated la to be lik tiz huh.....miss the old times....haha!! ok2...bubbles and clouds all ovr.....memories memories.........it smetimes leave a bad one bt im thankful to it cz i learnt alot frm it and mkes me tink twice whn i wana mke new frenz..........enuf of all tiz...ive been lik nt well la..cakit peyut....its lik hurting soo much...lik needle poking....arrghhh...put oilment oredi...nw resting...later gotta go skul's traing....gona mit my 'wrapper'...yihaa! miss her la....:) so till den...wana go restt...........

* u call me bubblegum kn? ur the wrapper aite??? u noe who u r my swwiitttesst lurp.....wakakakakaka!!!!

iS iT cuMin bCk aT me??!!

2007-03-22T09:57:00.001-07:00

y is it lik hppening....???????? gosh.......cnt i live in peace for once wit all my gd frenz...y muz u tke away my happiness whn im lik only startin to feel tat it's cumin...Y? Y? Y????????!!!!

I noe smetin is wrng smewhr bt we didnt even bother to tok bout tiz...u wit ur own world,me wit mine....haizzz...whn will tiz gonna endd??? i HATE tiz feeling...is it cumin bck lik last time or wt?? 'wit me still arnd,i wun let all those things tat hppnd to u last time,hppns again'....whr has tat gone to??? in the drain i guez..or is it sayin for the sake of sayin......???? i duno...YOU have the answer to it....i did took the initiative to do smethin although im nt tat type tat gives in,thnx to my best mate..bt i try cz i noe i dun wana lose a fren lik u...bt YOU? wt did YOU do?? dun giv a damn i guez huh.....mayb its nothin to you bt it means alot to me......i really appreciate and grateful to the short frenship tat we had.....really miz those times...giggles,laughter,smiles,jokes....now no more.................:(

wonder wt did i do all tiz while to deserve all tiz......history will repeat itself again...mayb.....i guez so....i dunno......all up to YOU and me.....i cnt do anytin anymre....i giv up....really......i had enuf of all tiz shit.....no more please.....aite.....if i hve done anitin tat hurts ur feelings or mkes u mad,im sori...bt pls dun treat me tiz way.....i really hate it to the core!!! dun treat me lik a small kid....at first i tot mayb dere's a good sign to tiz frenship,bt nw...i duno.......cnt slp..no appetite to eat n most of all,NO MOOD to do all my daily stuffz....its okla...i leave it up to HIM to show me the real path to happiness................insyallah....................................

*feeling down....no mood.....frustrated.....= a STRONGER person*

200307

2007-03-19T22:00:00.000-07:00

alot of shit hppns for the past few dayz...i dun bother to update la...lazy ah....smethin happn today...hahah!! pe la..siang2 buta pun nk kacau org...nothin better to do is it....wah seh..i was lik alone at hme as usual la...was walkin frm the kitchen to my room whn i heard a loud bangin on my door...as if dere's alot of people tryin to push open my door...i tot dere's smebody la outside...went to peep into the small hole bt didnt find any1 outside...i was lik WTH la!! i jz recite sme prayers and made my way bck to my room...switch on the radio to the max den on my lappy...hehehe....tiz type of thing,if we r lik afraid of it,the mre it will hunt us...so for your own safety,jz do wt u feel rite and be BRAVE....haha!! called my grandparents at jb n tol em bout wt hppn....mmg sah la..'tat thing' is lik tryin to play wit me....hmmm....long time nvr play wit me is it....cme cme....hehehe.....nw my dad is hme...so im lik ok la....if nt pun,i'll be cool....:)

btw,bout last sat's 6-a-side tournament was lik ok la...we made it to semis only...lucky ntu beat us by penalty kicks onli..cheh....i was lik ok until i was accused by tat sme1 bout smetin..den throughout the tournament,i really cnt cncntrate and play the game..i jz dunno y....haizz....the games was all bout luck la..penalty shootouts..den toss of coin....sooo bored...smemre it was lik sooo HOOOOTTTT....makin gelap la gue...hehehe...aftr it ends,every one made our way to has's hse to change..hehehe..pity her mum...kena serbu by us without warning...hehehe...at tat point of time i was really feelin so sucky la...no mood...den smemre my stomach was lik sooo damn painful...gastric i guez...cz i didnt ate anitin...i jz drank and drank and drank.....hehehehe...went to j8 to eat...surprisingly i finished my food...too hungry i guez...hehe...tot i cn mit tat sme1 bt she left hme oredi..feeling sick and all...cannot force her or anitin la..actually planned to watch movie wit family...bt i jz dun hve the mood aftr wt hppn on and off field during the tournamnt....couldnt believe it tat i was lik 'rainin' infrnt of doter and son in law...cnt stand it anymre la..alot of things on my mind....tat doesnt goes along as usual...jz felt smethin is nt rite....couldnt mke up my mind whether i wana lepak or go hme...haizzz....every1 headed hme except for my lurp aka my 2nd doter, doter and son in law....dcided to lepak wit em la...pity em..tryin to mke me smile thoughout the nite...bought drinks at coffee bean and crap ourselves dere..hehehe..doter was lik soo lemau and sleepy...ya la..nvr get her 'medicine'...hehee....tol her to tke her 'medicine' and she came bck so active and energetic 10 mins later...haha...even suggested to play arcade....every1 agreed so we made our way to the pathetic arcade palace..a few games onli...hehehe...smangat seh doter and 2nd doter go and play street fighter...haha..my 2nd doter won!! yea2!! haha...very funny seh....den i played virtual striker wit son in law...manage to beat her!! yessa!! had alot of fun....thnx my dear family for being dere wit me...really appreciate it sooo much...a few pictures i wana post here...hehehe....enjoy ya....:)

CVC-A

shidah tRyin haRd to gEt iKa in the pic..haha!!

stiLL manage to smiLe afTr a lonG and tirING daY :)

wt A niCe piC of Us ya?!

cRazzY kRatinGzz!!

seLenGe daYYY....

2007-03-14T01:10:00.000-07:00

aiyo...i cnt help it bt to laugh whn i recall bck wt hppend last nite...hahaha....!!

weather was very sunny whn i went out bt i heard thunder la whn i was in the carpark..so grab my helmet and wore my windbreaker...bt den was caught in the rain arnd clementi area....it was lik drizzling tat time..i tot it'd stay tat way so i dcided nt to stop and wear my rain coat cz lazy wana stop smewhr...hehehe..bt den it was lik heavy down pour at sunset way dere....wah seh....i cn feel the water gng inside my shirt and evrytin..oppsss...ya..was really,really,really wet.......hehehe.....reach skul and went to the clubhse...saw only 3 of em...haiya...soo lemau....lucky adila and her twin came...n mama too....she cnt traing due to her ankle....hehehe...she had a gd sleep dere....cnt kick some balls cz it was lik still raining heavily...den we dcided to do sme fitness...haha...ask dem to do all the leg exercises ....agility, sprinting, hopping...everytin la...nyahahah! they were lik sweating la..those who nvr cme n join them,wat a waste..hehehe...ended our traing arnd 8....den dcided to go mamam aftr tat at our usual place...mama was wit me..shidah walked wit the rest...i was lik bz wiping off all those water and dirts on my bikes...put all the stuffz inside the box and the compartment under the seat area n CLOSE it confidently....whn i was bout to turn on the ignition,i realize that my keys is inside the seat area tat i closed jz nw...!! i was lik wth la!! hw to ride wit no keys?!!! n smemre mama's wallet and shidah's stuffz were inside...hahah!! it tooks us more than 5 mins to tink it thru hw to go bout takin out the keys..lucky i jz placed the key on top of the bag n closed it....den i force pull the seat...mama sleak her hand inside to reach out for the keys...gosh...its lik sooo damn painful for the both of us....i cnt tahan den i let it go nt remmberin mama's hand was still inside...hahah! she was lik screamin in pain....:( sori ma :( aftr tat we tried again...tiz time round all out...hahha! lucky mama's hand was lik so long n skinny...she manage to pull out the keys wit her two fingers...hahaha!! thnx alot ma! owe u one...:) we were lik laughing lik mad cow aftr taking out the keys...made our way to al azhar and saw the rest waitin for us and askin y r we late...i cnt stop smiling and laughin whn i told shidah wt hppn...hahaha!! wt a selenge day for me la...haiyo...duno whr i put my mind yest....inside the box i guez...hahahah!! so riders,the morale of the story is Do not CONFIDENTLY clse the seat cover aftr puttin ur stuffz...hahahha!!!

13 of mar will be the day dat i'll owayz rmmbr whn riding...hahaha!!! olive signin off.........

wat a day.....

2007-03-12T22:57:00.000-07:00

i duno wt to sae...bt jz to forget n look to the future ahead........

yest traing was kinda light cz we jz had our game last sun....cnt believe it tat tiong can only win us by one goal...hehehe...tried our very best to equalise the goal bt didnt mke it...:( bt its aite..im soo proud of my kratingz tat every1 was ok except for my doter..haizz...who got injured....c la...u said tat they will do nothin to u..c wt hppns nw....hehehe...overall im satisfied wit the kratingz performance for tat day..we really put our heart n soul for the game...nt RUBBISH game ah...hehehe...i believe whoever said tat is the one tat's being soooo RUBBISH...haha! ok2 enuf of tat RUBBISH thingy.....

quite a lot came dwn for traing yest...hehe..i was so lemau cz cnt bearly walk..my left leg la..haizz...bt too bad hantu bungkus...im still walking and smiling aftr the game unlike u!! hahaha!! syukur alhamdulilah...thnx the MIGHTY one for being dere wit me all along...amin....:)

today got skul traing...haiya....very tired le....bt nvm la...anitin for soccer..:) my hols is full of SOCCER,SOCCER AND ONE MRE THING,STILL SOCCER...hahahha!!! as long as im hapi wit wt im dng can oredi la..hehehe...ok la..gotta go eat..if nt sme1 will be mad at me...hehehe...till ma next post...olive signin offf..........................

laSt gaMe ~

2007-03-10T01:05:00.000-08:00

today was another boring day for me...actually wanted to watch game at jurong stadium..bt most of my kratingz cnt mke it...hmm...grandpa gng wit frenz...hmm...nvm la...wanted to go alone bt arghh...its ok la...i'll be very blur later..hehehe..plan to mit my ma later aftr her werk...go imm buy my fav ice cream...anderson belgian choc chip!! muahahah!! yummieee!! yessa! heaven man..hehehe....;)

woke up tiz morn...cook up sme nasi goreng belacan..hehe...aftr tat bake one more choc marble cake...alot of request la..esp my grandpa...hehehe....gonna bring it tomo..i hope my kratingz will finish all of it..haha....i add alot of chocs in it...hehehe...yest brought to traing n surprisingly it dissapears in about 10 mins..hahaha!

ok la...tonite muz really have a gd rest to face our so called ex team tomo...haha! mz giv it all out no matter wt....win lose or draw it doesnt matter to me...its jz for our own pride....hmmm....to all kratingz...we shall giv all out tomo ya...jgn putus asa!! hahaha!! the most important things is we enjoy the game..winning or losing is the 2nd matter aite...KRAAATIINGGG DAAEEENNGGG!!!!

olive signin off..............

frEE daY foR mE.....

2007-03-08T07:19:00.000-08:00

evry thur will be the 'sun' day for me...nothin to do...quite bored actuali..haizzz...woke up tiz morn feeling so sick...dunno y..mayb bcz i didnt get to slp properly for the past few dayz...hmm..nothin much to tok bout la today...woke up...wash up my hair...hmm..felt abit ok aftr bathing...did sme house chores...aftr tat soo bored den bake marble cake..haha..gonna bring some of it to traing tomo...giv my kratingz...hehe...muz ask grandpa to taste it oso...hehehe...aftr baking the cake,felt hungry again...fried macaroni lor..hehehe.....long time nvr cook....turn out to be quite spicy though...bt ok la..my bro ate 2 or 3 times..hehe..muz be super delicious i guez..look at the chef man...nyahahaha!!

nw still feelin sleepy although i woke up quite late jz nw...wt a bored day...hehehe....aite,me wana go PS2 la...olive signin off....ok GO......:)

080307

2007-03-07T08:25:00.000-08:00

hmm...smetimes i wonder...long holidays wit alot of plans all made b4 the holiday itself strts...bt nw,im lik dng nothin but traing,traing and traing...haizz...sian ah....plan to mit hazy bt duno lei..its lik whn im free,i dun hve the mood to go out..sooo tired...lik today..didnt manage to get a peaceful slp yest...watch the game between barc n liverpool...actualli i lik both teams...bt barca the most la...bt liv played well yest...good touches n team play..duno wt hppn to barc...its lik nt the barc tat i lik last time whereby they will giv motivation and words of encouragement to each other b4 the game strts...bt nt anymre.........:( duno wts hppning..my idol nt playin tat well..hw to pass the ball whn one of barc player gets the ball,there's lik 2 to 3 liv players charging at it..hw to play lik tat.....hmmm....so sad....bt nvm la..no need to be ashamed of cz they manage to tie the aggregate....liv move on jz bcz of the away goal...haizzz....nvm2....

went to traing jz nw feeling sOOOOO lemau and damn sleepy.....arghhh....smemre jz nw my kratingz all wear 'baju tdo'...ahahha!! so mepek...bt cute la...hehehe.....went to mamam aftr tat...haizz...nw dun really hve the mood ah..nvm la..keep it to myself la...haizzz.....duno wt mre to write...go slp mre better...k la..olive signin off.......

faMiLy haT-tRicK!!

2007-03-02T07:59:00.000-08:00

Nyahahahahaha!! tis post is dedicated to mama,grandpa and granddoter of mine...traing was lik lemau at first bt den it turn out to be sooo exciting! today traing grandpa,mama and granddoter is missing...haha...all werking....so sunyi la....:(

we played futsal...coincidentally, me, hall and shidah was in the same team..haha..family in the same team..den b4 game strts, we aim to score a goal for all our spouses..tats wt shidah said....so she opens the goal and dedicated it to mama nye....aftr tat it was quite long until i get to score oso for my grandpa....hehehe...i was lik jumpin up and dwn la..haha...den the last goal was lik sooo difficult to go in..pity hall...she really wanna score both for honey nye,ernie and ***....hehehe.....and guez wt,she scored!!! haha...it was lik a last min goal la...we didnt give up to pass the ball to her for her to score....;) the three of us was lik 'baik ar! every one get to score for their loved ones'....:) was really fun la...den get to OLE my bro...nyahahahaha!!! he jz kept silent aftr tat....ahahahha! aftr traing as usual go mamam wit my kratingz...had a gd laugh wit em...owayz njoy myself whn im wit them...bt too bad nt all our family members were dere..:( BUT,we did scored for u all rite??? hmm..touching kan...hahaha! u all owe us one ya....nyahahahha!!! u all noe wat u all shld do ya.......hmmmmmmm.............(hint) hmm..the jumbp size twil waiting for me....hahahahha!!!!! ok la...tats all for nw...miss u all......hope to mit u all wit kratingz tiz sun n support grandpa all the way ya?!! till den...olive signin offf................

010307

2007-02-28T08:19:00.000-08:00

hmm....didnt update for the past few dayz..no mood to update bout sun game...duno wt hppn...cnt play cz grandpa is playin i guez..haizzz....bt den nvm la..all in the game...dare nt sae anitin tats gonna hurt other people's feelings...bt as far as im concerned,tiz is my own blog n i can hve the freedom to sae wt i wan...if people out dere cnt accept it,its aite..back off and stop hoppin to my blog ya..thnx eh...

btw,traings on mon n wed was quite fun..hehe....play alot of games...nx wk sure teruk one...gotta prepare for our last game...hmm...nothin much to tok bout la...no mood at the moment..........olive signin off.....borrrriiingggg..................

oLive waNi comEs bacK!

2007-02-24T00:29:00.000-08:00

yihhaaa!! the match tat ive been waitin for...haha..tomo's the day...i hope tat evrytin goes well on n off field...:) i really hope i'll play well as i owayz get stressed up whn my bro set a target for the team....arrghh....tkpe2...we'll try aite...insyallah! :)

well traing yest was quite fun la..for the first time nearly the whole team came dwn...there were 17 of us...ogie,liza,shila is MIA..hehehe...we went to the gym..haha..gotta partner wit my love,farhana...hehe..we did the treadmill first...wah seh...my sweat ah..lik bathing lik tat..hehe...even fana sweat..cz she seldom sweat unless really tired...i guez she is for yest...hehe..den did sme leg exercise until my knee is lik soo red...quite painful..the sponge nt tat gd ah...or is it my muscle is growing? waakakkaka!! den aftr tat play futsal at the court....first round was ok..manage to win though...credits goes to my love again for scoring the 2 goals..u rock ah babe! aftr tat vs the guyz (abg sani,my bro,abg din,cucu and van)...soo irritatin lor tat abg din...da la ghairah..den tok as if he's so damn good....muahahaha! if he's readin tiz,im sori abg din...hve to sae it ah..nt me onli felt tat,sme of my team mates oso felt the same too..abg sani was soo cool lor...relax je he play...biase la..all wanna try and OLE me bt haha! too bad...u all cnt! papa,mama n cucu kena...n surprisingly, abg din pun kena! waakakakka! serves him rite for being sooo the becok!! hahaha!!! aftr tat went to eat wit the kratingz bt too bad all the stalls are closed oredi..we jz drink onli la...bought whip potato and cheese fries...was so hungry...:( reach hme,wash up n evrytin den go online...ma was online..chat wit her...aftr tat played wining eleven (haha grandpa! i cnt stop laughin whn u sae u dun undrstnd hw to play) wit my bro...slept arnd 3 plus yest...today woke up arnd 11 plus...hehe...so tired la...today muz hve enuf rest to get ready for tomo's game...:) smemre tomo kinah will be comin..aiyo..paiseh2...hehehe...i c u tomo k sis? pape picit jek :)

to all my kratingz, we shall do our best tomo and fite till the last whistle ya?! GOOOOO KRAAATTTTINNNNGZZZZ!!!!!!!!! --olive signin offf................

tOO tiRed!!!

2007-02-21T21:48:00.000-08:00

wah seh....im lik sooooo lemau la today....body aching everywhr.....:( traing was quite tough yest....too bad la cz mon we dun hve traing..so yest was the time to go all out...aiyo...cnt tahan lei...played two side...was kinda interesting la..lame tk main 2 side...i was puzzled la whn my bro approached the 3 of us n sae tat we r playin each other's leg...wah seh...wt sia..u tol us wt,'aftr i blow tiz whistle,i wan u to imagine as if ur playin ina real game'...we all imagine ah...den kena bang lik tat...pe beeende la...there's nothin tat hppn btween us pun yet coach assumes tat smetin is happenin bhind his back...pe je...if de pun,we'll noe wt to do la bro...we wont mix personal probs and traing at the same time..i do remember tat...so no worries ah....bcz of tat,the 3 of us end up quarreling...bt jap je..aftr the traing,we were ok ....jokin n stuffz....i mean pls dun put words into our mouth la..tkde org ckp,u sae de org ckp...i jz dun lik it...if tk hard,kate lembik la..da hard kene cam ni...wth...senang2,tk yah main bola ah...ingat skola je stress,main bola lagi stress...da stress,sakit hati lak...arghh..wtever la...dun wana tok bout tiz anymre....

nwae,yest fitness was soooo the alot.....did alot of sprintin,sit ups,jack knife,knee to chest...all in different sets la...ok la...the first 2,3 exercise ok la..bt the last one wakao..really cnt stand it anymre..bt i jz push myself la..later people will sae i take advantage lak jz bcz the coach is my bro...haizz...susah2...wt to do...hmmm....ok la...tats bout it...later gona mit my mummy,.go wash bike together...hehe..my bike quite dirty oredi...den arnd 6.30 meetin my np soccer mates at cwp..got meeting or wt la..i oso duno....aite...till ma next post.....olive signin out.........

iM baCk!!

2007-02-20T21:16:00.000-08:00

hey guyz! hmm...was lazy to update yest...too tired yest...hmm..later got traing..cnt wait to my kratingz...miss dem all..especially my family :)

i duno y..evrytin is nt rite aftr i came bck frm jb..i tot i came bck for good..bt got assumed of those silly things tat you said...i didnt do anitin wrong, jz being concern towards a fren of mine..is it wrong for me to have more frenz aftr wt hppned last time..i jz dun understnd..y it end up lik tiz...dun tink u wana cont tiz either...dun seems interested or shall i sae,dun giv a damn bout us....:( MISUNDERSTOOD,ASSUMPTIONS....tats wt u r capable of....ur fav words rite.....because of those words...we r torn apart.....broke into pieces......wt did i do to deserve all tizzz.............its aite......ALLAH is owayz wit me and i believe in tat...evertin tat hppns, hppns for a reason for sure.......it'll tke sme time..bt im aite...im owayz STRONG.......i grateful for tat.....we shall jz wait n c wt'll hppn nxt.........................

170206

2007-02-16T21:11:00.001-08:00

wuhoo!! finaly got myself a grandpa..sweet bt ironic la whn i tink bck again..pe je tau mama..pndai2 jek..if u hppnds to mit grandpa,suruh dia read my blog la eh..hehe..promote2..ehem...

woke up early i the mornin..teman my mummy go breakfast...i ate mee rebus..as usual cnt finish..hehehe..den actually wanna wash bike together wit my mummy,den she sae kinda lazy cz tomo still need to ride and go werk...so i guez nx wk den i giv my bike a bath...hehe...i duno y i woke up tiz morn feelin lemau..body was hot...dunno y..mayb due to the traing n exercise at gym yest..wakao..my legs are lik aching la..good la..my muscles are growin i guez..muahahaha...did sme leg exercise den gotta run for 5 mins on the treadmill..whoa..tat part my sweat cms out lik nonody business..i was sweating lik hell la...hehe...granny papa was suppose to cme dwn to yest traing bt she didnt :( bt at least her msg mke me smile..:) aftr traing,go mamam wit my kratingz..didnt ride cz it was raining heavily...ate kway teow goreng mamak style...ewww..so the tawar! mcm p**i hantu! tk sedap seh..i still miss the c'wealth maggi kuah..hehehe...so damn shiok! headed hme aftr tat..(takin bus,so boring..hehehe)

later gng jb wit my mum n bro..my dad will join us tomo cz he got game to ref...pity him..bt wt to do..nk cari mkn....willbe at jb till mon...so my family,tke cre hor...jgn noti2..hehehe...miz u guyz! there'll be no traing on mon..traing resumes on wed..yipeee! gotta rest...bt wed n fri really mz train hard cz we got game on sun...very excited for my return..haha! ok la..tats bout it...i wun be updating till i cme bck ya...tke cre peepz! --olive signin offff..............

170206

2007-02-16T21:11:00.000-08:00

wuhoo!! finaly got myself a grandpa..sweet bt ironic la whn i tink bck again..be je tau mama..pndai2 jek..if u hppnds to mit grandpa,suruh dia read my blog la eh..hehe..promote2..ehem...

woke up early i the mornin..teman my mummy go breakfast...i ate mee rebus..as usual cnt finish..hehehe..den actually wanna wash bike together wit my mummy,den she sae kinda lazy cz tomo still need to ride and go werk...so i guez nx wk den i giv my bike a bath...hehe...i duno y i woke up tiz morn feelin lemau..body was hot...dunno y..mayb due to the traing n exercise at gym yest..wakao..my legs are lik aching la..good la..my muscles are growin i guez..muahahaha...did sme leg exercise den gotta run for 5 mins on the treadmill..whoa..tat part my sweat cms out lik nonody business..i was sweating lik hell la...hehe...granny papa was suppose to cme dwn to yest traing bt she didnt :( bt at least her msg mke me smile..:) aftr traing,go mamam wit my kratingz..didnt ride cz it was raining heavily...ate kway teow goreng mamak style...ewww..so the tawar! mcm p**i hantu! tk sedap seh..i still miss the c'wealth maggi kuah..hehehe...so damn shiok! headed hme aftr tat..(takin bus,so boring..hehehe)

later gng jb wit my mum n bro..my dad will join us tomo cz he got game to ref...pity him..bt wt to do..nk cari mkn....willbe at jb till mon...so my family,tke cre hor...jgn noti2..hehehe...miz u guyz! there'll be no traing on mon..traing resumes on wed..yipeee! gotta rest...bt wed n fri really mz train hard cz we got game on sun...very excited for my return..haha! ok la..tats bout it...i wun be updating till i cme bck ya...tke cre peepz! --olive signin offff..............

150207

2007-02-14T20:11:00.000-08:00

woke up tiz morn n felt smetin missin...dreamt bout sme1 yest..haha..onli T1 noes...dun wana tell la...smetimes the person tat u hates most,tends to be ur bestfren in the future..who noes..only god noes....haizzz....

bt im jz glad tat in the dream,evrythin was cool..we were kinda close..until smethin happns....**.....hheehehe..suspens huh...wakakaka..cnt post it here la...very the private...paiseh wana tok bout it here....kekekeke....to think bout it,duno lei..mayb tat dream tells me to be close to that person..as in be frens la..hold no grudges towards that person...aiya...i long time ok oredi...mayb tat person abit paiseh la bout wt hppn btween us last time......ok la..enuf of my dream thingy..

2day felt so tired...my body was lik so heavy whn i woke up..my legs are aching...arghhh..drag myself up, arrang my pillows and stuffz, head to the toilet and have a cool bath..nw stuck infrnt of my lappy updatin my blog...wanna go out bt most of my frenz are bz wit their stuffz....go out oso need $$$......ltr gng out to mit my bonda i guez...get sme stuffz for my aunt's birthday...bt nw is lik only 13.45....gona mit her at arnd 5 plus...wt am i gonna do for the remaining hours.....haizzz....gosh...sme1....tok to me,chat wit me..im dead BORED........:(

wana tok bout yest traing...wakao...sooo TIRED laa!!! aftr runnin 3 rounds...den gotta run wit ur partner n reach the finishin line below 2min 30 min...first round was ok la...partner wit my love,fana...haha....fun la partner wit her..no stress at all..we cannot c eye to eye,sure muz laugh one...even though smetimes during game, i wana tegur her,i jz cnt...ahhaha! nw u noe huh...:) we manage to reach at a timin at 2min25sec..hehe...den still got 2nd round....tiz time round i stress lik sieow...partner wit has! gosh! she's lik the school runner lor..i old oredi lei...gotta follow her pace...i really cnt tahan aftr the last turn....bt push myself till the end and manage to get a timin of 2 min 13 sec! tats a diff of 12 sec! hehe...well done la has..thnx for encouragin me along the way :) aftr tat we thought we cn get to kick sme balls....bt too bad had to tok wit the players la bout last sun game and oso bout the team..sme kinda pep tok...it went well..gotta bang my dad..haha...! ambik kamu! sonang hati gue skrg :) felt so relieved aftr i let it all out...although its quite hard for me to sae..bt too bad the team u u urself muz noe wts gng on bhind ur back ayah.....:)

aite la...tats for nw...i'll update again if any interesting dreamz or incident happens...hehehehe....olive signin offff......

130207

2007-02-12T23:54:00.000-08:00

hmm..whn it cmes to holidayz i'll be bored at hme,whn its lik skulin time,i'll be stress wit projects and assignments..boring la...wana work bt my soccer traing schedule is tight...haizzz...:(

went out to mit shidah...accompany her donate blood....den had lunch at ct hall...hmm..lame tk mkn pt situ eh awk...hehehe...aftr tat went hme cz need to do cornflakes for my mum's frenz...she order for chinew yr...hehe...weee...gt $$ oredi...hehehe...hw many bucks onli la...bt ok la..no need to go out and werk,its home basis kinda selling...hahaaha...so any1 out dere wana order cornflakes,marble cake(strawberi & choc), can get bck to me ya....i tke orders no matter wt occasion :)

aiyo..lik promotin wt onli...hehehe..ok la..gotta get bck dng my cornflakes...till ma next update........

wEEEE!!

2007-02-11T20:48:00.000-08:00

PHEW.....at last PSP exam is over....ok la..the paper was nt bad..i jz crap my way through...lucky its only 40% ...still got my CA and assignment 2 to depend on...haizz..i really hope i pass this freakin module la....so damn tough....hate programmin to the core lor! nvm2..over oredi...hehehe...emotional lak...hehe...

reach skul at arnd 8 plus den mit kinah at atrium...sat outside claz n revise abit bt nt too much cz i scared it cne go inside my mini brain....den got msg frm sme1..didnt xpect mama to msg...seriously...i mean sweet la...u even woke up early jz to wish me...gosh....hw sweet cn u be huh my T1....i was lik so smngat la aftr all those encouragin words frm her....:) den aftr examz got msg frm son in law n granddaughter...hehe..so swit of them...my family mah....hehehe...usually its lik tat...the person tat u xpect to receive a msg frm didnt msg,instead the person tat u least expected, msg....strange huh....

aftr the paper, sent kinah to j.east..tats the least i cn do to save her ez link....den as usual went to my mummy's plc dere to get smethin to eat...nw stuck at hme duno wt to do...feel lik sleepin la...hehe..later got traing...sure got debrief about yest's game.......haizzz...boring la...cz i nvr play.....

tokin bout yest game...hmm...we lost to arion 4-2...the score doesnt matter to me cz my kratingz played well..we regain our confidence bck aftr liza scored a goal..followed by shidah...great job la kapitan..u did well yest...see i tol ya...tk yah jadik striker da leh score...jz wait for the right time je...yest oso was van's first match playin as a team..she did well oso..alot of good saves oso...bt luck wasnt on our side...sighhh....nvm gerlz...heads up! im really lookin forward to the next game...against sporting...hehehe....mz ask my frenz all cme dwn..hehe..examz over rite....hehehe....mar was so hapi yest cz her ahem2 cme dwn to watch....hehehe...suke la tuh....;) ok la...i cu gerlz in traing ya....adios....janneh........olive signin off.......

boRinggg!!!!!

2007-02-10T01:20:00.000-08:00

argghhh!!!! i duno y i cnt get the codes inside my small little brain....haizzz....the theory part is quite ok la...bt den the prac part....oh gosh......tawakkal je la on mon....hope i can do the paper though.......:( nw soo bored at hme....my bro as usual playin ps2...im resting my head for awhile...later at nite revise the codes again....nw play winning 11 more better...release stress...hahaha! wanna go watch game at clem stadium bt lemau la..jolliled vs payar lebar...bowing game.....sit at hme mre better....tomo my kratingz playin...gam ba tte ya KRATINGZ!!!! as long as the whistle is nt blown till the last min,we shall keep goin ya....KRAAATTTINNGGGGGG DAEEEENGGGGGG!!!!

tiRedNess

2007-02-09T08:02:00.000-08:00

haizz..i duno y lei...my legs are lik aching...i tink bcz of the dancing on wed...hahaha...bt it's fun la if we noe hw to do it....dun pray2..nw my T1 cn do it oredi...kn kn kn....lurp u la! haha...

nwae,today's traing kinda tiring even though no fitness...cz we play 3v3 without goalpost..jz possession,alertness to tink which way to score...quite confusin though...aftr scoring,we hve to score the opposite side...hmmm....was quite pancit la...hehe...felt abit regretful la for wt hppn last game..shoudlnt get a red card..:( if nt i can play tiz sun...pity my soccer mates...haizzz....sori gerlz....:( i jz hope tat u all will play well without me and even better win the game! hmm insyallah2...we all pray together k....:)

we jz did tat for traing jz nw...hmm...den tok2 as usual...abit lemau la traing cz shidah n my T1 is nt arnd....hmm....abit quiet la..btw,tat person sure hapi la cz her ehem2 came dwn to join us for traing....hahaha..u noe i noe every1 dunno! haha! good la..u seems to njoy urself jz nw...mcm tu la kak wani suke..rather than givin me tat pan face....hehehehe....

ok la...till ma next post...olive signin off...............

weLL doNe KraTingz!!!!

2007-02-04T20:21:00.000-08:00

yessa!! couldnt believe wat im posting today....WE WON AGAINST BISHAN ARSENAL YEST!!!!!! muahahahahaha! we beat them 2-1...:) it was really a tight game...bt we manage to control the game during 2nd half...at last my prayers have been heard my HIM....alhamdulilah....tu la,hang kata hang terror....pi daaaaaaaaa!!!!! both our goals was superb compared to theirs...kencing manis nye goal...kudos to my T1 and liza carlos...well done la babes!

really dunnoy it felt so different yest...mcm de 'org ' turun lak....hmm...bt nwae, tk penah2 seh line up i was told to tke off my wristband...i mean all the time its lik nothin la..bt yest mcm klakar lak...smetin's wrong...felt lik smetin's nt rite gonna hppn...n indeed i was RITE....i thought we gonna lose or wt bt instead, i was sent off during the 2nd half...stupid kak yan...go n smack people's neck...walao...i fell down to the ground sia when she hit me...i woudlnt hve retaliate if it wasnt her bt i jz cnt help myself to get up n face tat sucky face of hers...still can sae "eh wani,main bola ah"...i reply back ah,"main ah ni..tangan jgn jln ah"..then she kept silent...u tink im scared of u?? nah..i dun tink so..."lu....bikin gua paaanaass jek"....lilek sua! olive tak gentar ngan sape2 pun ah..rapat ah kalau brani.........haha! tk bleh ang ah she kena OLE by me....wakakakaka! pi balik pakai kain ah main bola! muahahahahahaha!!!!!

well back to the game...aftr i was sent off, we really control the game...bishan was lik so damn tired i guez..jz look at the captain...hehehe...den at the last min...liza scored from the left wing...wakao...everybody at the bench was lik jumping up n down...n to my surprise,my mum was involved in the jumping thungy oso....very hapi la..too hapi i guez...cz i got to prove to my ex coach, our rivals, tat we won dem!! even though our team is new, we really hve the bonding and spirit to keep ourselves on the go...hmmm....oh ya,wana thank norida personally for comin dwn and supportin us....insyallah nx wk kite lak support awk yek :) haizzz....bingit gak tiz wk's game i cnt play due to the red card tat was given to me...hmm..tkpela..i believe there's a reason bhind it tat me myself duno....:(

lastly...wana sae well done ah kratingZ!!!! tk sia2...hehehe....u gerlz did a brilliant job! hopefully,our spirit wil stay on lik tiz for the rest of the games ya...KRATINNNNNGGGGG DAAAENNGGGGG!!!

040207

2007-02-03T21:48:00.000-08:00

well...tiz is it...the first game of challenge cup..haizz....i duno whether its gona be a nightmare or a swit dream for me....duno wts in store for me...muaahahhaha...bt for sure im ready tiz time...RAPAT AH...WANI TK GENTAR AH......

insyallah i'll try my best to be xtra agressive today...hmmm....really wanna prove to those stupid people....tkpe2...one day i'll mke it big..for sure...insyallah....

nwae,today woke up quite late..haha..so tired n sleepy la..bsides muz gear up for the game later...guez nt many ppl will cme dwn cz got game btween singapore and thailand....so less pressure la..haha...bt still we muz still do our besh to beat bishan arsenal B...the most important thing is we enjoy the game...doesnt matter whether we win or lose.....GOOO KRATING DAENG!!

ok2...enuf of tat la...i hope evrythin will goes on well late INSYALLAH...............

010207

2007-01-31T19:40:00.000-08:00

yihaaaaa!! hmm..its been quite sme time since i last update my blog....haha..wasnt feelin well la...didnt went to skul for nearly 5 days....haizz....duno wts hppening to me la..stupid 'people'....no other better things to do....wt did i or my family does to deserve all these..........sighhh...........nvm..allah maha melihat.....siap la lu pt akhirat nanti....sap ah!

ok2...enuf of tat....well...tiz post goes to kinah...nk sngat kn wani update..hehehe...GAD done...left SSS tomo....arghh...still hvent get my drawings done....risau gue...my eyes is lik so lemau nw....stil stuck in skul aftr my GAD presentation..too early to go bck la..wtsmre if i reach hme,all my drawings will nt be done..i'll hve a date wit my pillow instead....hahaha...so better stay bck in skul finish my drawings....hehehe....nwae...our presentation was quite ok la..even though its abit short...jojo and kecik did a gd job...nt to mention kinah n si min oso...well done la u guyz...bt i feel abit guilty lei..ive nt done enuf for the team :( was suppose to mit u guyz tat time to discuss bt i was so damn sick....arghhh.....i jz feel bad la......anitin i cn mke up to u guyz..??? hmm....u all think den aftr tat tag me ya...:)

weee!!! left only 1 mre day for skul!!! cnt wait for tomo to be over....muahahahha!! den hve to really study hard for my PSP which is my hatest module...programmin....the word programmin itself gives me headache, head pain, everytin la....haizzz....was so glad tat i did ok for my CA and assignment 1...at least nt so bad la...didnt xpect tat grade though...hehee...muz really giv it a shot la...once and for all....gam ba ttte olive !!!!!

ok la...guez tats enuf la...still gotta cont wit my pathetic drawings...hahaha.....till ma next update...........olive signin off............(yawning).........

140107

2007-01-14T02:43:00.000-08:00

haizz...wt a day...VERY boring sun...was suppose to go for my driving lesson at 1215 bt i cancel it..so damn tired because of yest game...my legs are like aching lik sieow....dun feel lik dng my skul werks...dunnno y la...dun hve the mood...i tends to think too much bout my skul werk and my exam paper cumin up..which is the killer paper..haizz...hw am i gng to rmmbr all the stupid codes and stuffz....oh god....smetimes tinkin bout all tat mkes me jz wanna giv up...bt duno smhw or rather sme1 tells me to go on...who noes nw is the time i struggle alot but in the future..only god noes....

well...actually today wanted to go qnsway aftr i wash my bike..bt my ma gave thousand of excuses...alot of housework la,this n tat la...walao..cannot tke it sia...really hate it whn i already plan smetin den sme1 juz cancel it jz lik tat...:( if only i dun cre bout her,i wld hve gone yest or wt..bt its bcz whnevr i wana buy smetin,she'll be the only one tat will be wit me...ah suits her la..worst 2 worst, i go buy myself la...fullstop....

wana tok bout yest frenly game wit queensway sec...haizz...we manage to draw wit them even though the qnsway goal didnt went inside the goal...too bad the ref blew his damn whistle...play lik shit la yest..duno y...my mind was smewhr else...i dunno whr...on fri duda, my hamster left me....leavin only belo,putih,hndsme,cedera parah and mummy...he left us for good..god loves him mre....i really regret la cz i'll owayz bully him whenvr i wana change the cage and everytin...found out he's officially dead on fri...aftr i came bck from traing...gosh...i tot he's aslp on the shower plc, as usual i open the cover of the cage to get the bowl of food..usually,he'll lik wake up or wt..bt on tat day,he was soo stiff and wt mkes me cried is tat i saw his toungue stickin out abit and his eyes was lik nt fully closed...haizz..manage to take him out and wrap him up wit a small towel...my dad went to bury him below...i didnt go cz dun hve the heart to see him bein buried....:`( well..back to the game.....i had alot of chances and i mean ALOT...bt none if them went inside the net....2 free kicks,one on one situation wit keeper...bt still...haizzzz...mayb its nt the time yet.....bt near i guez....its aite.....there's still mre to cme from olive wani..jz sit tight and watch the show......btw thnc farhana for scoring tat goal....:) im sure duda is smiling nw.......:)

aite la...tats all i wana sae...till ma next post.........:(

pics from the match yest...

040107

2007-01-04T06:14:00.000-08:00

haizzz....wt a week to start off...skul resumes yest as usual....strt the day wit PSP which is the kiLLer subject...hmm....den got apt...as usual dng classin animations..nt bad la...bt quite confusin...hehehe...went to traing aftr tat...was caught in the rain otw hme and here's the twist...i fell off my bike at the carpark...lucky no car was lik reversing or entering the carpark,if nt i wouldnt be here updatin my blog....hahaha...fell totally to the right side of my body...nvm la...i believe in tiz saying 'riding motorbikes must experience falls tat'll mke u learn thru the way'.....hmm.....quite true actually...so settle..i've fall dwn once...and i hope thats the first and the last :) muz really be careful in the future...cz it was soooo damn slippery....got bumps and bruises at my knee and my thigh...arghh..cnt even slp properly....today ride to skul felt a bit awkward..dunno y...the incident juz keeps on flashin on my mind...mayb its tellin me to be more careful in the future...is it? i dunno..guez so..maybe...hmmm....

aftr skul today went to fix my side mirrors bt ended up nothing..went to the usual bike shop at j.west....tot of askin them to chnge the side mirror cz my right one is nearly broken...bt still surviving la...hehehe...so tat uncle go n find the appropriate mirror la..whn he fix it onto my bike, i had tat blur vision whn im adjusting it..smemre the uncle fits it until it looks sooo not nice...lik cepalang lik tat...and its 25 bucks..walao...aftr adjusting the mirrors, my head was lik spinnin lik siow..before any falls takes plc, i tol my bro i wan tat uncle to remove the side mirrors la...wt 4 i pay 25 bucks bt den its mkes me head spin..smemre the vision is very blur...so my bro go n tell tat uncle to unscrew it..tat uncle giv tat beh song face la..he unscrew and muttered to himself..who cares...i dun mind using my old side mirrors bck even though its lik a bit broken...den i waited for him la to fix back my side mirrors,bt he didnt appear..my bro got fed up and took the allen key to fix it himself....i ask him where's the uncle,and he said he's sitting dwn....im lik WTH! and WTF! la....treat customers lik tat....tats it..tats the last time i'll c his stupid face....nabe.....walao..mke my blood go upstairs only....but serve him rite la cz my bro go n cope that allen key frm his shop..hahaha! serve him rite!!! whoa...wt a day man....im still feelin quite weak la...dunno whether cn train or nt tomo...guez i'll jz run lik liang po po...hahaha!!!! so bike chicks out dere....aftr readin my tragic story,(hahaha)...tke it as a lesson and dun oways tink on the negative side....i believe evrytin tat hppens to me, happens for a reason and mkes me a strong and confident gerl in the future insyallah!!!!

ok la....quite a long post though.....olive signin off........wanna rest my right ass....hahaha!!

231206

2006-12-22T21:33:00.000-08:00

heiya....hmm....one week gonna be gone soon....left another week to enjoy...haha...my assignments all hvent do yet...aiyo...drag,drag drag......noti me....nwae, will be gng jb later wit ma mum n bro...hmm..visit my nanny n granpa...miz dem soo much...:(

oh ya,yest traing was quite fun la..although its a short one cz there's no nite claz yest so we had to end early....suki gave us sme sweets for christmas...hmm..she so sweet la...den she gave my bro tiz pocky chocolate...quite nice...the biscuit has two flavours which is choc n grape..its was so damn nice..too bad cnt get it in s'pore...its sold only in japan i guez.....hmm..muz get suki to get it for me whn she goes bck japan..hehehe...ok la..tts all for nw...nwae,below are the pocky biscuit tat i mention...khekhehkhe...:)

201206

2006-12-19T22:03:00.000-08:00

yihaaaa!! finally the 2 weeks break is on!! muaahahahha! hmmm....hope it'll be a meaningful break for me...cn relax abit la although there's still skul stuffz to do....haizzzz...:( bt actualli skulin is ok...at least i got to mit my darlings in skul....:(

got a surprise visit frm my belo syg yest...gosh! i was in pyjamas lei...soooo paiseh..............soo sweeet of u...juz to giv me my fav twirl choc...:) bt we end up tokin bout alot of stupid stuffz huh...muahahaha!!! nwae,thnx syg for the choc...plssss stop dng all the stuffz that mkes me melt.....sounds familiar huh?? hahaha!! copyright...:) cnt wait to go out wit all my darlings...hmm..we wait till jac cmes bck ya...

nwae, my hols will filled wit my soccer traings n ya....haizz..becomin slimmer n thinner....wt to do.....hehehhe..olive mah....;) so till my next post....olive flyin offff.................

141206

2006-12-13T20:12:00.000-08:00

gosh...its such a short lesson today....got game design today...jz amend wt we did for last wk..claz ends at 11.50 jz nw...haizz....so damn sleepy...duno y lei...mayb due to the heavy rain yest...:( was caught in the heavy rain while riding...aiyo...my shorts n shirt was lik sooo wet..its like bathing with my clothes on...hahaha!!

guez my darl n syg r hving their accounts ppr nw...strugglin...hehee..gam ba tte ne!!! will be meetin dem ltr...yea!! every day, they will be the one that brightens up my day...its a MUST to mit them everyday in skul...startin nx wk im hving my 2 weeks break..haizz....gonna miz dem....n my other darlin oso...tat one owayz MIA...hehehe...jac o jac......;)

aite den...gotta fly.....olive signin off..............

121206

2006-12-12T06:23:00.000-08:00

hmm....wt a day 2day.....felt quite tired even though got no skul today......haizzz...hvent had a full enough sleep these past few days...woke up arnd 12 plus today...muahahaha....den mit my darlin n my sayang...went to ite clem to mit mr faris to do my actionscript...haiyo...his brain oso rusty oredi...hehehe..bt nvm la..at least i understand a bit...felt so bad mke my darl n syg wait....hmmm.....sowie ya....:( went to wdlnds n hve dinner dere...was soo damn hungry..manage to finish my burger though...hahha...n nw stuck at hme dng actionscript again...arrgghhh...tomo gona be a tough day for me again....wed is my hatest day man....hw i wish i cn skip every weds.....:(

went to ili's weddin on sun....gosh! she look so georgeous and amin was so charmin...hehehe...congrats my dear!! hmm...da jadi isteri org ehk...nw cannot flirt wit u oredi....hehehehe....bt pe2 pun,wani tetap syg ili...:) below are sme pics for u all to njoy ya....:) had a great time wit my pri skul frenz...lame tul tk jumpe..kecoh ism....we n our angan2....bt nvm..we'l mke it big one day ya dil n dilla? ;)

btw, last sat....the 5-a-side s.soccer tournament...it went well la...we could hve won though bt nvm la..2nd is still ok...hehehe...as usual got so many or-che...(bumps and bruises)......hehehe....my knees are hurtin lik siow the next day...yest traing cn hardly sprint....:( btw, got so xcited cz the sponser was nike....hehehe..all of my team mates got nike shinguard..nt bad huh...hehehe...hmmm......guez tats all for nw.....olive signin offf............

081206

2006-12-07T18:23:00.000-08:00

hmm...argghhh....so stress wit my VID pojek.....dreamweaver..haizz...feel so stress after lookin at all my friend's work...mine seem so simple and straight forward....haizz....nw stuck in skul finishin up on my script....soo sleepy...slept at arnd 3plus yest...finishin up my werk and stuffz....i guez the 2 weeks break will nt be a pleasant one for me...projects comin up oredi...........:( today all my darlings dun hve skul...so good......guez they are orh orh ing nw...hehehe..xcept for my belo la..ehehehe...wonder y she woke up so early today.....*wondering*

nwae, tiz mornin smethin hppn to me on my way to skul..was riding as usual...at sunset way....i knew this particular black matrix car wanted to cut into my lane....so i slow down....out of nowhere, the car just swirl to the right and lucky i was alert to avoid that stupid car...annoing driver...i press my horn and look behind...he gave me tat 'opps,im sori' look....walao! felt lik bashin up his face and the car too! hmph....early mornin mke my blood go upstairs....hehehe...

well....gotta go n finish up my projects....tomo got 5-a-side tounament at kallang..wish me luck ya...too bad my belo won't be dere....:( haizz.......its ok la....aite den...till my next post,olive signin off................:)

051206

2006-12-04T18:55:00.000-08:00

muaahaha....another boring lesson at claz.....gosh...the claz is lik finish nw...juz pass up out work den cn go....haizz..cm arnd 10 and nw its lik only 10.30...stupid teacher...might as well ask us pass it up online or wt rite...den i cn orh orh till 11 plus....arghhhh.....nwae,gona mit my belo sayang n my sayang for lunch later...oppps...did i made it official here...?? hahaha..u decide....;)

hmm...still left witmy dreamweaver pojek...aftr tat cn huray2 oredi...cnt wait for the 2 weeks break to start...hehehe...bt sure got projects to do one...haizzz...all tiz workloads ah...cannot see me free one...*bluek*....owayz gt smetin to offer...:(

i dunno y..bt i juz love tiz pic...haizzz...whn cn i get one of tiz........:(

011206

2006-11-30T22:35:00.000-08:00

Hapi 3 yrs & 2 mnthns anni!! hehehe....hmmm...2day at skul did alot of script writing...i spend arnd 2++ hours for only 2 scenes..was tryin to get everytin rite..end up hving a new story...my teacher ask me to change the plot..haha...:) but ok la,the story sounds more interesting now..:)

nw stuck in library dng my werk...got traing later..haiya...soo sleepy...tot wana go bck n orh orh first but its drizzling just nw...so stay bck in skul la..at least a bit of my work is done...:) ok la...2day gt ntng to update...so i sign off first la..do my werk...olive signin offf..............

281106

2006-11-29T07:19:00.000-08:00

Finally wed is over....haizz...got psp test today..was soo stress up yest tryin to get actionscript inside my head but i end up gettin the pillow below my head instead....hehehe...didnt quite finish the test..manage to complete onli part 1 of it..hehehe..better than nothin rite..i felt ok la cz most of my clazmates didnt get it done either..hehehe....enuf bout tat stupid test...im sori i made tat sme1 wait for tooo long outside my claz...sori sayang i didnt noe u were comin...n bisdes at tat point of time, i was really2 bz completing my assignments and preparing for my test....bt nwae,i appreciate the choc tat u gave me..i was expectin a twirl but kinder bueno is still acceptable...hahaha..its the thought tat counts...hehehe...thnx belo..:) aftr skul went traing...hmmm..as usual..prac my long passes and crosses...funny part is when its lik traing, everytiin cmes out,everytin u cn do, but whn it cmes to game time, everytin gone juz lik tat..mayb bcz due to lack of fitness and tiredness....hehehe...:)

arghh..my hair is buggin me..too long for me oredi...the curls are lik sooo long..haha...need to get it cut bt the salon tat i used to cut my hair is closed till 3 dec..haiyo....sooo rimas if play soccer cz my hair touches my back of the neck oredi...haizzz...:(

enuf bout my hair......soooo sleepy oredi...gotta go 'orh-orh' oredi....olive signin off.............

261106

2006-11-26T07:38:00.000-08:00

yihaaa....wat a day...hmm..got up quite LATE today..hehe...soooo sleeeppyyy...hmm...on sat went bck skul again...do my stuffz....manage to do my splash page...but juz a bit la...nvm2..must push myself to do my werk...wt worries me nw is my actionscript....arrgghhh!!!! SOS SOS SOS SOS!!!! need serious help....i hope i cn understand aftr meetin mr faris on tue...hmm....insyallah....:( who's the idiot who create tat stupid actionscript...make my life in np sucks onli....grrrrr~

bck to my post...as i said earlier, woke up quite LATE today...hehehe...cleanin my hamsters cage...hmm..loves to see them sleep..sooo adorable n cute....lik the owner oso...hahaha!! den aftr tat cook sme fried macaroni..so long nvr eat cz ever since skul strts, got no time to go kitchen..hehehe..weekends onli...:) went to imm aftr tat wit my ma n my mummy...bought henderson belgian choc chip....haha..my ma bought it for ME n onli ME ...hahaha!! yum2! eatin it rite nw....heaven ~~ tomo gona be a brand new boring mon...wt to do..life's lik tat...its whether u wana mke the day hppenin or nt..it all depends on u urself...haiizz...ok la...till ma next post....olive signin offf..............

241106

2006-11-23T19:05:00.000-08:00

hmmm....in claz nw....soo sleepy...dunno y....guez yest i msn wit tat sme1 till late night...hehehe...;) nwae, doing my character analysis template...cracking my head to get those blanks filled....:( got the hari raya pics from shidah..thnx shidah! hmm...................i'll juz post sme hari raya pics wit my pri skul frenz....njoy ya....:) olive signin offffff....................

231106

2006-11-23T02:57:00.000-08:00

haluuuu....hmm..2day was quite a short day...playing game n stuffz in claz...was really feelin VERY lemau (weak) due to yest game....:( haizzzz.....over run myself i guez..body system cannot tke it......2day aftr claz went to atrium to watch my darling jambu sing...whoa...she really can sing lei....pheee wittttt!! salute u la for hving the guts to sing infrnt of all the np students at atrium...(bow-bow)...:) she was soooo sweet in singing the song...i lik the hand part..haha...hmm....gd la...in the future if i cnt slp u cn sing for me ya...i'll be drooling i guez...hahaha! okla,tats all for 2day........olive signin offff.........

2006-11-21T07:30:00.000-08:00

hMMM....duunno y today i got the mood to post smethin here even though its a boring day today....hehehe....bt quite ok la aftr claz..went cwp wit my adeq...hmm....get her camera done..gosh,the salesperson was so nt frenly lor...sell camera onli wanna hao lien....KNS....hehehe...den aftr tat go mamam at cavana....hw cme the food dere doesnt taste lik the old cavana..its a new concept mayb...nt so nice la the spaghetti...:( having craving for anderson's ice cream made us bought the anderson's sundae...hmm..yum2...was sooooo dammmnnn shiok lor....hehehe....belgian choc chip still the best.....:) aftr having the sundae,aiyo...so the lazy wanna get up..imagine eating cavana and aftr tat dip in sme ice cream..aiyo...nvm la...once a while muz pamper myself....;) went hme aftr tat...had a great talk wit U in the bus...hehehe..u noe,i noe can oredi ya ;) ok la..njoy the pic below ya...rmmbr to wipe away those 'liquids' tats cmin out of ur mouth....hehehehe.........;)

thE sunDae we oRdeREd

afTr poUrin thE choC aLL ovR...yum2...;)

aS owaYs...njoyin tHe sWEEEET strawbeRi...;) stiLL goT tiME to SmiLe .......

buRRRRRPPPPP!!! all doNE insiDE our smAll stOmacH :)

21/11/06

2006-11-20T18:38:00.000-08:00

Well....today is quite a boring day....IS modules.......soooo bored...hmm....nothin to write actuali...juz felt lik updatin my useless blog..hehehe...nwae,gng cwp wit adeq later...smethin wrng wit her camera...hehe...:) aite den..till ma next post............olive signin offf.............;)

juZ the 2 Of Us....

2006-11-19T06:20:00.000-08:00

wah....its been such a long time since i last update my blog...hve been very bz wit skul stuffz...n ya..no time to update...but nwae,here i am nw..hehe..hope i'll be updatin my blog regularly... n u people keep taggin ya!! hehehe....;)

well...came bck to skul on sat wit my adeq...hmm...went to complete our own works....but end up her dng my werk..hehe..sori my dear...tolong menolong kn perkare biase...cayang awk...hehehe..den aftr tat went to marina sq to get my new wallet..really lik the wallet :) thnx for following me ya dear! n aftr tat went to lau pa sat cz i really wanna eat dere wit my adeq..lagpun nga de selera kn...tk baik lak..so we head dwn to raffles den walk till lau pa sat...:) really had a fulfill meal..was really2 full aftr eatin...n i mean REALLY2 FULL...kinda hard to stand up and walk to the bus stp...hehehe...we really walk lik tortoise...till we miss 2 buses...cn u imagine tat...the bs stp from LPS is nt so far bt stil......cnt blame us though..its the FOOD i guez.....hehehe....really had a gd time wit adeq.....thnx for everytin ya.....:)

iKan BakaR - cedap gak :)

itS a MUST hvE on thE tabLE at lAU Pa SaT

juZ thE 2 of 'Lim Mong cHa'.....:)

mY darLinG (jAmBu) will hAte my foR this....hehehe...sweeeet Huh.....;)

fResh coMebacK!

2006-05-06T02:48:00.000-07:00

Hey Dere!! hehe....its been such a looooooooooooooooooooong time since the last time i update......been bz..den smemre no internet at hme....now apply new line liao....wakakaka.....well...life has been alhamdulilah ok....new skul was ok...kinda bored actually...esp the orientation weeks...gosh..its sucks man...majority of it are chinese....bt so far ok la..lucky got 1 malay in my clas..thank god...good to hve new frenz...hope it'll not end up lik last time..hate it man...k la..enuf of it...hvent yet reach 1 month dere's a lot of assignments oredi...bt cnt give up tat easily..gam-be-tte-ne olive!! malaysia boleh wani pun bole!!! haha...crap2...hehe...aite2..i'll end my post here...will update whn im free ya....till den............;)

~HaRi RaYa ouTing wit Da BerTs~

2005-11-24T07:41:00.000-08:00

on 21 nov 05....went out wit da berts...bt nt all of them la..cz some were workin kn...met beck at queenstwn arnd 11+..u were late...haha...so headed our way to meet our dearest nanny at bedok...hehe...nanny lak lmbat,as usual...took bus 38 to faisal's crib...reach dere arnd 1+...his mom cooked sme food..got my fav sambal tumis telur smemre...den hve a chit chat session wit his mum...quite interestin though...hehe...share alot of petua n story....:) we made a move at arnd 3+...den dunno where to head to cz nanny's hse got no one at hme...so we lepak2 la bawa blok..killing time..hehe...called didi den tol us she's heading hme frm werk..so we decided to go her crib la...most of the bebirds were werkin so difficult la..we oso dunno which house wanna go to...went to didi's crib..she prepare mee goreng for us...ask her along oso la...we were all wearing black n white so pity her,she gotta find her clothes tat suits wit us..hehe...aftr tat,took bus 187 to bukit panjang,took nel to mummy's crib...as we miss the bus stop all thanks to beck..hehe...daddy was dwn dere too...as usual,b4 we leave,sure tke some pics nye...hehe...said gdbye to didi as she hve lo leave us...den,went to daddy's crib at yew tee...didnt noe he lives in a condo though...spend arnd 10 mins cz still hve to go to baby's crib...luckily baby's crib was juz across daddy's hse...so senang la...pity baby,waited for us since 8+..bt we reach her crib arnd 9+..hehe...den daddy lak hve to leave us cz he's hving his Os the next day...so left wit me,mummy,beck,nanny n faizal...reach my crib by takin 188 frm cck...arnd 10+...my ma prepare sme bee hoon n seafood crisp...had a good laugh even whn we were eating...as usual la..faisal...cannot be separated wit his jokes...khekhekhe...felt bad for them la....had to tke cab hme..as for faisal,dunno wt he took...jln kaki kot...hehe...really had a great time..thnx guyz...:)

thE thReeSome wit 'BoB'....hehehe......

mE,shiDah & nannY ku

thE sWeet LadieZ (at mummy's criB)

mE & mR joKeR (fAisaL)

aT babY's criB

cAndid piC...was sooo tHe tiReD to smiLe foR tHe piC.....hehehe..

aT ma cRib

wuHoo!! hApi FamiLy!!

wOnDerFuL daY !

2005-10-31T09:23:00.000-08:00

hey dere! hmm.....on fri was a memorable day to remember...hehe...only me,shidah & faizal will understand....well....actually,it was suppose to be a so called reunion dinner aka break fast la wit the berts...pity shidah la cz i knew she planned tiz outing a long time ago n did msged all of them bout it in advance....onli me.shidah & faizal je at last pi....de yg hp rosak...hehe..de yg last min kena ganti shift la...de yg pi malacca le...wah,mcm2 la....so end up the 3 of us mit at orchard mrt.....b4 meetin faizal,me & shidah went to bishan stadium to sign sme medical doc wit the club....den reach orchard arnd 5+...so we headed to far east la...found a suitable restaurant..(nana thai restaurant)...i thought its gonna be mendak for the 3 of us...bt i was wrong! faizal was the joker of the day..as usual...cracking jokes n stuffz..hehehe...although its onli the 3 of us,its lik 30 people dwn dere..so the kecoh....hehe...nk mkn pun tk tenteram...eheheh..

the food tat we ate

aftr we've eaten (so selekeh) hehe

aftr eatin,we wok2..to stadium...faizal bought sme PUMA stuffz...den dcided to sit dwn n lepak at starbucks...didnt expect faizal to order 3 mocha frappucino...hehe..thnx ya faizal....tok2 den made our way hme at arnd 10.20....me & shidah took bus 105 n faizal took a cab cz he's meetin his fren at katong...den reach hme at arnd 11+...was really surprised la my ma tk marah..hehe....

*Mocha Frappucino*

joker of the day -Faizal-

me & shidah

sat,29 oct....went johor wit my family...lame seh tk kua as in one whole family...fetch my ma at her werkplc den took the s'pore-johor xpress....reach cozway,wah,jam giler seh.....smpai polis pun turun padang to cntrol the traffic...buke at cozway custom, while waitin 4 bus there's tiz malay family oso nga buka bt they were eatin mee hoon putih la...so,the mother called my ma n offered us a packet of nasi goreng...mulia sungguh hati diorang..bt my ma refuse to tke la cz segan...lagipun bukkannye lapar nah...da minum air & kurma da kenyang :) so,reached johor at arnd 7+..went to eat...den shop2 at ct square...suke my bro dpt baju mawi dier...hehe...bought krepek2 dwn dere oso...den made our way to my granny hse at arnd 10+.....was soo tired....bt throught out the nite,me & my bro biase la didnt slp..watch soccer...den arnd 3+ in the mornin...went to the kitchen,panaskn lauk den fried sme eggs...hehe..my bro da mcm chef tk menjadi...pity my granny la hve to wake up n heat up the lauk...bt wit me & my bro arnd,semua bisa diatur dong! hehe....on sun we made our way bck hme to s'pore............... wah....quite a long post huh.....hehehe...tu le,skalu skale tk update..nah..ambik kamu!!! khekhehe :)

12 Oct 05

2005-10-12T08:58:00.000-07:00

well..i dunno wt to write for my entry...so,hve fun u guyz solving tiz easy puzzle..hehe..courtesy of aisha...hehe...got tiz frm her blog...:)